Monday, July 28, 2003
[`enjoying`] sometimes
and i've shifted =)
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
stewpid jason!
-bishes- to jason who disturbed my conversation with debbie in my dream! "!@#%#!" literally e call came in and it juz dashed through e dream! but anyway,sms-es came along after that! -blehh- have no idea what to do now...but i know i've to study.and i guess my headache is coming BACK again...-sigh- oohs,i've completed downloading e song "i was made to praise You"! so if anyway wants,come look for me xD
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
headaches.
you shed tears of joy. you are a happy person who
doesn't let the bad things in life get you
down. good for you!
What kind of tears do you shed?
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-sigh- recently i kept on having headaches...or sometimes even migrane.what shld i do...e pain is killing me.was sleeping from e 2nd period of eng all e way to end of sch.didn't went for touch typing course cuz e pain was killing me...it was on off on off...after sch went swimming though.amazingly,throughout my 20 laps,i didn't have headaches at all! -wonders- how come?! it is weird though.oh wells,tmr having e 5items for NAPHA(forget how to spell)! think it'll start ard 4pm or 4.30pm...after that going for training! heez...mr sim has spoke through my heart.he said "don't treat training as another thing.come because u want to learn and u enjoy!"...this sentence stabbed into my heart straight.oohs! my dinner arrived already! haha.bread + luncheon meat.that's my dinner...haha.thanksdad! later gotto study for tmr maths test and have to complete F&N decision making! -sigh- i pray that tmr my headache won't come again.
[`enjoying`] more of you,lord
e beauty that was captured in my heart.
have u captured it?
[`enjoying`] faith
As friends cross your path,
They turn your gloom into smiles.
The sun changes darkness into light.
Friends lighten your darkest way.
You get the feeling of nature's renewing cycle.
Friends renew your hope for everlasting love.
Friends that stand behind you,
Assure you that it's impossible to be alone.
Nature's wondrous way of entertainment,
Gives you insight into nature's excitement.
Friends entertain you with their caring,
They allow you the insight for love.
As with nature and all it has to offer,
You will always have something to hold close.
The friendships you build and let grow,
Give you everlasting hope for the future.
Thank you for being my guiding light,
my comfort,my friend.
yesterday was a great day for northeast! prayer meet was really great and sermon really spoke to me of some areas of my life that i've to change =) shall apply them! during e break we went to cuppage basement 2 and played volleyball! haha.nice! we was all on fire for e chalet! ahaha...after service all met at somerset mrt station and headed off to pasir ris! to e chalet that all of us have been waiting for very long! *pengz* not long ago juz came home from chalet! nice nice =) though it was only 2 day 1 nitex,ALL of us indeed enjoyed! and we all do our own things, play our own games! haha. started off e nitex by playing volleyball with b. jon,daryl and nicholas? can't rem. who was beside b. jon.haha.then later dave, aaron and walmond join us too! ahaha...we played and decided to head off to find e basketball court but we can't find it...so went to cheers with dawn,maria and paLx! ahaha...then came back and went with rain,dave,nicholas and shawn to find e basketball court but ended up rain and me have to pick up e soccer ball for 2 little brothers(shawn and nicholas)...then we went back and we started to play card games,eat e BBQ food...jun huang,yi quan,phiax,jeremy and some more was eagerly helping all of us to cook e food...haha. and jun huang name e chicken according to e ranks --;; then paLx and i ate and talked at e same time...enjoyed! then after that went off to play with nicholas and tarren again! ahaha.we kept on playing volleyball...eustence joined us too! and nicolas nv failed to amuse me with his laughters! so amusing...hehex...and yepx,we didn't sLp throughout e nitex...and yeahx! this morning went to see sunrise with dawn,'bro' and rain! nice nice -grins- we literally climbed out of e fence.haha.it was corny manx while we was climbing...but we managed to! xD *melted* e scene was so so nice...came back and my unit went off together...so i was holding my camera and i snapped e scene when most of e ppl juz woke up with e blur looked and for bros whose hair are NOT spike up!! haha.then snap my 2 little bro...ahaha.really treat aaron and nicholas my little bro...so cute! ahaha.hmms,now listening to "rise up and praise him"...nice song! paLx and me was humming and singing this song through these 2 days! with our own instruments! ahaha... oohs.and b. jon was so funny when he was playing guitar...ohh wells,got another set of chords for "God of Wonders"...haha. -jumps around- northeast have FOUND our OWN regional centre!! *cLaPz to God!* He really answered our prayers specifically...!! and we can move in on monday! xD
ohhs.learnt more abt different kind of people while watching sunrise...=) -blehh- i was so tired that i act. MISSED e mrt stop that i'm SUPPOSED to alight!! felt so *diaOx*
*encouraged by
jeremiah::for sharing ur powerful testimony though i wasn't able to listen e full story.but ur testimony have really encouraged me aLOT! xD
jun huang::ur testimony have also impacted me! u're right..."no ground is hard to pioneer" ! it hits my heart! xD
kay joo::ur spirit in wanting to spread e gospel have really touched me deep down! amen! phs CAN be c-o-n-q-u-r-e-d!
*add ons
sihan::though it was a short talk but learnt sth from u also! u took captive of ur thoughts which is e area i've to grow in! :)
as the sky was still in the darkness,
i strolled by the road and breathe in the fresh air,
the air that He'd given me every single day.
quietly,i sat down and looked into the sea,
and i've noticed the changes that took place above,
the burning orange that had fought itself to break out from the darkness.
at that moment,
my heart was captured by the beautiful scenery...
and it'd paint the most beautiful painting in my heart.
[`enjoying`] everything i own
i've to be a more understanding girLx.
this is e song that my class gonna sing for teachers' day! nice song...=) too bad,due to my pack schedule,i can't work together with them.-sad- anyway,had a fun time today though! was on e mrt and listening to my discman.then my fren sms-ed me and somehow there's a few sms-es that came in together.thought i would have dinner with my fren but in e end nv...nahx.it's alright.have to be understanding -smiLe- today i REALLY took mrt.cuz usually i take mrt is always in e hectic manner...nv really enjoy.as ur know,from khatib to yck is quite a l o n g distance...and as i was listening to e discman,i enjoyed e scenery! was in this train that was rather empty...yeps.so juz allowed my thoughts to run...alighted at somerset and saw dehui! haha.that was corny...cuz i thought she'd sth on that's why she'll reach at 7.30pm.okay,bus 16 was REALLY packed! and with e traffic flow,we reached office at ard 7.25pm?! then started printing stats and left office ard 8.20pm? yeps.chatted with dehui on e way and we dropped by breadtalk to get a bread each.was listening to discman together with her and she fell asLeep...think she's really tired...so asked her to lie on my shoulder.haha.then i turned e volume rather loud and i juz stared in daze,thinking alot of things...on my way home in bus 806 also...haha.okays,gotto go pack my back for tmr's chalet and have to sLp...shepherding at 8.45am! ahaha...
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
is it true?
things are changing...it isn't e same as last time...we're all busy with our own stuff.staying in our own world. and all i yearn was e very day when we get together and reminisce on our sweet little moments we had when we was young.
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
but,i believe in this.
[`enjoying`] zhen xin hua
"i do too you know."
nice words that comes out from celine's heart =) it juz make me -beams- upon this 5 words.was humming this song as i was walking from yishun mrt station to e interchange...it's a nice song! *repeat e song* haha.today was quite a tiring day for me...i've no idea why.sLp quite early and i had at least 7hrs of sLp? hmms,sLp during eng,chi and recess.haha.now still quite tired...-blehh- evening time going to office to print stats...=) -rubs eyes- today social studies lesson was corny...cuz wen cong and zisheng anyhow say go IT room so e whole class packed e bag and went all e way down to 1st level and mr lau wasn't there.it's obvious cuz he didn't ask us to go IT room.then some went to 2nd floor while some went to 3rd level.in e end we went to hall early! ahaha...and guess what?we're e LAST class to settle down --;; *faints* oohs,borrowed e nike bag from irene for tmr's chalet cuz i dun have bag to use already...then hui xin took e OP bag that char had lent me...she wanna use for 1 WEEK! -wonders- does irene wanna lend me her nike bag for 1 week anot...haha.shall go catch some rest now then later go out...
ohhs.today during assembly those few questions really hits my heart real hard. -wonders- okay...i've areas to change... shall do sth abt it! =)
[`enjoying`] we will glorify
music should never be played;it should play you.
one should never be doing things to a piece when the music should do it for you.
name :: jiayi
piercings :: 1 pair
tattoos :: nope.infact,i dislike tattoos.
height :: 157? -sigh- pretty short.
shoe size :: 5 1/2 or 6
hair color :: black and a little bit of brown.
length :: short.
siblings :: my sweetie elder sister!! xD
LAST...
song you listened to :: we will glorify?
cd you bought :: does blank disc count?
person you've called :: wan xian(my contact!!)
person that's called you :: daddy =)
tv show you've watched :: nv watch tv today.
person you were thinking of :: my siMpsOnx family and my dearie babygirLx
DO...
you have a bf or gf :: nope.
you have a crush on someone :: yep.but not now :)
you wish you could live somewhere else :: nope.i've ALL my closest friends here!
you think about suicide :: yep.it came across before...
others find you attractive :: don't think so...if they do,they must be blind!
you want more piercings :: nope.nth special in it and somemore,my parents don't allow!
you drink :: non-gassy drink and my mum juz reminded me to drink MORE of plain water :)
you do drugs :: nope.NOT in my lifetime.
you smoke :: -grr- i DISLIKE ppl who smoke! -repeat- i DISLIKE ppl who smoke! so,if u smoke,DON'T EVER COME NEAR ME!
you like cleaning :: my room when i'm in e mood!
you like roller coasters :: neutral.
FAVORITE...
food :: check out at my blog.
thing to do :: go out with my siMpsOnx family and enjoying e scenery of sunrise/sunset and e breezy morning at east coast!!
thing to talk about :: crapx.
sports :: whatever u mention if i can,i do enjoy! =)
drinks :: ICE-Y plain water!
clothes comfortable...
movies = twins effect? watch it with my lame fren...haha.and some more nice movies!
band/singer :: does YWAM counted? ahaha.well,sun yanzi,avril lavigne.
holiday :: any...as long as i can enjoy! -beams-
HAVE YOU...
ever lied to someone :: -dUh-
ever been in a fist fight :: nope.
ever been arrested :: nope.
NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? :: 3? but juz crush and not stead.
of times I have had my heart broken? :: i've no idea.
of hearts I have broken? :: i've no idea.
of girls I have kissed? :: last than 5.but i've kissed char and cel before! haha.that was like...pri 3? yep,out of 4 in siMpsOnx,only e 2 of them...haha.will kiss sin hui one day! ahaha...xD
of boys I have kissed? :: nope.still preserving my first kiss for e special one :)
of drugs taken illegally? :: -bish!- i DISLIKE drugs!
of people I would classify as true, could trust, with my life type friends? siMpsOnx family!
of people I consider my enemies? :: nope.i've learnt how to love ppl whom i dislike.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? :: nope.
of scars on my body? :: e nice 6 stitches of scar under my chin.
of things in my past that I regret? :: aLOT.
FAVORITE...
disney movie :: aLOT.
scent :: e rose powder that cel gave to me and this 3 scented candles that my fren gave me for this yr's brithday present and i haven't use it.haha.can't bear to use it.ahaha...xD
word :: whatever! and -blehh- (recently)
nickname :: jiajia.meow!
guy name :: no idea.think for me?
eye color :: black?!
flower :: sunflower,daisy and red oses.
actor :: this fren whom i considered as gd buddyz.haha.okay,that's lame.
actress :: i've no idea.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty :: nope.
funny :: at times.
hot :: hot in temper?! haha.
friendly :: at times.
amusing :: at times.
ugly :: yep.
loveable :: nope.
caring :: yep.
sweet :: at times?
dorky :: ?_?
Spell your first name back wards :: iyaij
Are you straight? sometimes...
Where do you live? SINGAPORE.
4 words that sum you up :: i truly love God.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
In my mouth :: saliva
In my head :: i want to sLp now!!
Wishing :: that my fren will read e emaiLz! -grr-
After this :: sLp.
Talking to :: -lalala- dream landz...
Eating :: before this was instant cup noodle?
Fetishes x: hair hair hair... u got it !
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who or what reason would that be? :: nv...
Person you wish you could see right now :: -seals my lips-
Is next to you :: (right) hp,micky and donald phone,speakers,modem,plugs,fan! (left) bed,chair...
Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month :: chalet night which i can disturb paLx!! -evil laughters-
Something that you are deathly afraid of? loneliness.
Do you like candles :: yep.it lifts up e atmosphere.
Do you like hot wax :: -blur look-
Do you like incense :: sometimes i DO like e smell.haha.
Do you like the taste of blood :: well,i've to ask my vampire fren...
Do you believe in love :: yes.esp. e love of God.
Do you believe in soul mates :: yep.
Do you believe in love at first sight :: guess so...
Do you believe in forgiveness :: i truly do :)
Do you believe in God :: definitely.
What do you want done with your body when you die: i've no idea.
If you could have any animal for a pet: dog or cat.
What is the latest you've ever stayed up :: 6+AM
Ever been to Belgium? nope.
Can you eat with chopsticks :: -dUh-
What's your favorite coin? no specfic.
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? paris,france and i've no idea.
Whats something that you wish people would understand? my feeling and that God truly loves them -beams-
What's something you wish you could understand better? siMpsOnx family and e heartbeats of e people.
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? sin hui!! -hugs-
Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? that someONE may juz ring me up and go with me to east coast!!
-phew- finally i've finished this long quiz.haha.ohh wells,cg turned out quite okay...yup.still have LOTs of ares to grow in :) will desire more and grow more! have to practice more on my guitar...chords...-chants on- and yeahx! i'm going to this sat's CHALET!! haha...been looking real forward...supposed to go down to NP tmr to have shepherding but realized that if lidat then kay joo can't have shepherding so i decided to have shepherding on sat MORNING! ahaha...a challenge for my shepherd...but then,she have singing at 10am! so i think it's alright... and juz told by timothy that i've to reach by 11am to help set e counter up for e ministry fair.haha. gonna be exciting manx! -beams-
[`enjoying`] e song that i create
His voice.
-grins- this morning so happy.woke up and went to bathe...then God spoke to me abt e attitude i possessed last nite.so i repented =) juz now during eng lesson i had a very very bad headache...that leaves me into a different world...cuz when i looked up to my classroom's ceiling,i see blue color! -grr- then rested my eyes again and open and it was back to normal again...did pray.ohhs,thanks to shifu who gave me e chords for amazing grace cuz i only received e worship songs this morning! hehex.my shepherd's hp can be officially display at museum already... ahaha...later having cg at rix hse at 3.30pm... oohs.and i exchanged my hp with yuna.sudden urge of using 8250... still waiting to buy 7210...ahaha.but then tze long told me that there's no more 7210 already -blehh- and know what? my bro in-law bought siemens 8008!! -eyes sparkles- e small flip open hp with blue light... wah... think my dad getting that for my mum too!! wah...every single one in my family has their eyes fixed on a model...haha.
[`enjoying`] lord most high
nice song...=) -touch my stomach- so full now...wonder does my exercise helps at all a not...ahaha.anyway,today had chi. test...it was quite alright...jason powerful...mini morny then guess e answers one...his chi. is really -thumbs down- anyway,i was also too tired to really concentrate on e comprehension so i guess that i won't do well for this test... hmms,haha.i DID enjoyed today's PE! cuz i really played volleyball...haha.nice nice =) went straight home after sch... wanted to sLp but then decided to go for a jog and went to swim with char! ahaha... waffle was so happy to see me?! ahaha...he kept on jumping onto me,licking me...but anyway,we didn't swim in e end... cuz we ended up sharing...haha xD then ate salad at aunty esther's hse...nice nice =) aunty hilda sure knows how to cook...after that went to causeway point and most of e shops i'd visited was abt hp... haha.feeling so so better now after sending an email... =)
*to xT
u'd been a great great sister to me...nv fail to cheer me up when times i was down or rather tired...u'd been e source of laughter from e time we become close =) at times,u do spurred me on in this race.and it was ur desire and ur hunger for God that i'm so encouraged! ur desire in bringing ppl was so clear.ur childlike faith have really encouraged me greatly.believe that u'll be a CL real soon for Him! xD dear,love u so so much -hugs u tightly- go girLx! u can do it!
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to dear xT,
happy birthday to yyyooouuu!!
[`enjoying`] ni yao de ai
here i'm sitting,
listening to the heartbeats of mine,
letting my mind leading me to the past,
thinking of the things i'd done before,
the fun moments that i'd enjoyed the most,
the people that i'd always be with...
-look up-
i asked,
"have they all left me?"
-looks to mirror-
seeing a face filled with tears and in the most confused looked
-sigh-
how can ever anyone understand me?
somehow,i'm searching,
searching for the someone whom i can confides to....
because i realized that all those i'd found,
is busy...
or rather,
[`enjoying`] circle of life
mixed feelings.
-blehh- today really experienced diff. kind of feelings...and somehow,it was all mixed up.woke up and was really filled with disappointment...-sigh- supposingly to be watching "darkness" today...but, -sigh- dun wanna say.it juz flare me up even more! -rolls my eyes- was really in a bad mood in class...kept on scolding ppl cuz so disappointed already some more ppl still come and provoke me! -blehh- whatever! then had oral...quite smooth i guess.didn't stumbled on any words.and e converstation topic was "toys"...so i said sth interesting that really make ms tan laughed.tt is i'm diff. from other kids...cuz i DUN play barbie dolls when i was young.also not very sure what i play...but i certainly do like cars.haha.and i've this collection of cars that consists of 12 diff. model + colors...but, -sigh- babygirLx took and play and threw it everywhere...-back to e topic- hmms,today i was a real gd girLx...cuz i completed ALL my hmw when there was free time...and i can sLp early tonight...haha. -blehh- shldn't have eat so full...now have to wait for 3hrs befor i could sLp?! whatever...! had training today...great training i muz say cuz no seniors...then i did concentrate...nth really distract me when i was playing match.GOODNESS.i juz realized that i forgotten one of my team mate's name! -______-"" anyway,i did scored.haha.and today training was mostly fitness...cuz our fitness really was like -blehh- that kind...it does benifits me.haha! after training crossed e road with shi hui and lisin... quite a few buses was turning out...and happened to see bus 13. and saw reagan on that bus...haha...and shi hui make some comments which make me go O_O ...cuz i didn't expect her to react that way...ahaha.it does amused me...shan't say e comment =p tmr having chi test...studied 1 week AGO! -grr- cuz i made a mistake...i thought it was last week...haha.and i'd been studying for e past few days :)
-looks ard e room- hmms,suddenly feel that act. i dun have much of my sch bks at home...all is left in sch.ahaha. *tired* -close eyes- ohhs.*cLaPz to choir!* they managed to get silver this yr! heez...cuz they'd been stagnent in achieving bronze for like dunno how many yrs? haha...and i really feel that God's favor is upon phs...cuz these few weeks we'd been achieving many awards esp. basketball 'B' boys who emerged champion and broken e last 15yrs record! wow...God's blessing e sch...and i think that my principal is really gd.she does incalcate Christian values to e sch.same to ms ang. -rubs eyes- *pray* that my sHeePx can make it for this week's cg...i guess if tmr having nth on i'll most prob be going swimming? haha...xD and "!@#$" to reagan and hanis who is using pentium 4.2! -blehh-
[`enjoying`]
it was your words that assured me,
it was your promise that i trust in,
but,
i came to realize that your words are empty.
and all your promises you gave me was nothing
[`enjoying`] an jing
words are sweets
and the past are not empty.
it has it's value that leaves me to stop and look back
and i'm always glad that i'd found You.
*thanksgiving
`God::thank You for NOT giving up on me,always sending ppl to guide me back to You and drawing me back to Your side -smiLex-
`siMpsOnx::(4 of ur)leaving a nice and everlasting footprints in my life that i'd nv deserved.ur nv fail to cheer me and be by my side when i needed e most -hugs-
`pherd::for ALL e love that u'd showered upon me and persevering in taking care of me.ur life had really spur me on and u're always here to guide me to walk closer to God and to experience more of Him.
`paLx::e times when u adviced me,lending me ur listening ears and to guide me.thank u for always encouraging me to pick up my guitar again when i'm at e brink of giving up.and always e "go" towards God and my passion in guitar -hugs-
`eeLee::though not shepherd and sheep,u nv fail to drop by to catch up again even it was a short moment. ur words had make me realized how far i'd come and how i'd grown.
`seafood::e times when i'm down,u showed ur love by lending ur eyes to read what i'm going through. appreciate it LOTs.
`jessie:: for all e bullies that had turned into "fun moments" haha.
`piggyx::though nv spent much time with u,but e few mins that we met each week makes me happy.and for ALL e times i'm at ur hse or even when we're alone,e short conversation we had.it does spur me on in serving -hugs-
`penguinnie::ur perseverance towards sheep really spur me on and i love e times when we're together.
`I LOVE XT:: for all e laughters and happiest moments that we'd spent together each time -hugs-
`yeokx::e times we'd spent during "Faith" camp.it does leave a mark in my heart.
`jay voon::all e crappiness and ur encouragement to me.it does impact.
`nemo::my baby nemo!!
`shifu::at some point of my life,u'd guided me and adviced me.and also helping me to improve on my guitar skills! xD
`reagan::all ur lame jokes -laugh out loud-
`jeremy::ur blog does spur me on.it really does =)
don't slaughter me if i'd left out ur name.cuz u all does leave a print in my heart.
haha! went to nyp today! released sch ard 5pm so i make my way there in a slow manner.bump into joanne at yck station...and as i was abt to turn in to nyp,saw edwin! haha.reached nyp and was kinda stoned.cuz i'd NO idea where to go...so i juz stopped at e 1st level. hoping jay voon would finish her lesson real soon.and i juz stand at e parapet there(beside e escalator)? saw jeremy.haha.act. didn't see him till he walked infront of me...after that make my way up to e 2nd level then stoned outside e canteen?haha! jay voon said that i'm a lucky star...cuz she ended class 10mins early! ahaha...so we took train to rix hse and we saw daniel and jun liang when we crossing e road.then saw adrain at rix hse downstairs.on e way jay voon was saying that i was lucky cuz she'd nv seen those ppl i saw today on e way to nyp or in nyp...ahaha.seed was fun! cuz we played "piggy" and we was really at e top of our voice! ahaha...then after teaching we wrote affirmation for each other! haha...nice =) reached home ard 8.30pm,changed and went for joggin! haha.and hmms,haha.luckily reagan's comp. was pentium 4.2...else i think i'll go "!@#$%" haha...cuz hanis's comp. is pentium 4.2!! -grr- whatever...haha.shall go spend QT now! *winks*
[`enjoying`] ms yup's voice
each night as i lie on bed,
listening to the familiar voice of yours,
my mind leads me into a world full of thinking,
and i'll just fade off to my world
hmms,now in sch,attending an IT lesson that teaches us of how to use adobe printshop 7.teacher is going rather fast that i could hardly catch up.hmms,today is racial harmony day and all classes were told to sell a traditional food and my class sold lesi lemak and tau suan.it is nice -thumbs up!- act. didn't really have lessons...supposed to have oral today but then ms tan went to general office after asking me to sit outside e class and read e passage. and i obediently sat outside for a gd 1hr.it was act. quite windy...so it somehow led me to sLp.haha.and i act. broke my record by sleeping real early last night...i sLept at 9.46pm and i thought i'd slept for quite long...so i woke up at 12+am and i sms-ed my fren and i fade off to sLp again... -_____-"" later meeting jay voon to go down for seed meeting... and today no one will be home till 11+pm...i'll be alone then -sigh- looking towards tmr after training...i'm waiting for an answer... :) positive answer xD
-hungry...!-
[`enjoying`] sometimes
and i've shifted =)
``memories at 11:37 pm
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
stewpid jason!
-bishes- to jason who disturbed my conversation with debbie in my dream! "!@#%#!" literally e call came in and it juz dashed through e dream! but anyway,sms-es came along after that! -blehh- have no idea what to do now...but i know i've to study.and i guess my headache is coming BACK again...-sigh- oohs,i've completed downloading e song "i was made to praise You"! so if anyway wants,come look for me xD
``memories at 9:26 pm
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
headaches.
you shed tears of joy. you are a happy person who
doesn't let the bad things in life get you
down. good for you!
What kind of tears do you shed?
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-sigh- recently i kept on having headaches...or sometimes even migrane.what shld i do...e pain is killing me.was sleeping from e 2nd period of eng all e way to end of sch.didn't went for touch typing course cuz e pain was killing me...it was on off on off...after sch went swimming though.amazingly,throughout my 20 laps,i didn't have headaches at all! -wonders- how come?! it is weird though.oh wells,tmr having e 5items for NAPHA(forget how to spell)! think it'll start ard 4pm or 4.30pm...after that going for training! heez...mr sim has spoke through my heart.he said "don't treat training as another thing.come because u want to learn and u enjoy!"...this sentence stabbed into my heart straight.oohs! my dinner arrived already! haha.bread + luncheon meat.that's my dinner...haha.thanksdad! later gotto study for tmr maths test and have to complete F&N decision making! -sigh- i pray that tmr my headache won't come again.
everything is moving so fast that i'm blinded by the surrounding
and all i could see was you.
``memories at 6:43 pm
Sunday, July 27, 2003[`enjoying`] more of you,lord
e beauty that was captured in my heart.
have u captured it?
``memories at 9:34 pm
[`enjoying`] faith
As friends cross your path,
They turn your gloom into smiles.
The sun changes darkness into light.
Friends lighten your darkest way.
You get the feeling of nature's renewing cycle.
Friends renew your hope for everlasting love.
Friends that stand behind you,
Assure you that it's impossible to be alone.
Nature's wondrous way of entertainment,
Gives you insight into nature's excitement.
Friends entertain you with their caring,
They allow you the insight for love.
As with nature and all it has to offer,
You will always have something to hold close.
The friendships you build and let grow,
Give you everlasting hope for the future.
Thank you for being my guiding light,
my comfort,my friend.
yesterday was a great day for northeast! prayer meet was really great and sermon really spoke to me of some areas of my life that i've to change =) shall apply them! during e break we went to cuppage basement 2 and played volleyball! haha.nice! we was all on fire for e chalet! ahaha...after service all met at somerset mrt station and headed off to pasir ris! to e chalet that all of us have been waiting for very long! *pengz* not long ago juz came home from chalet! nice nice =) though it was only 2 day 1 nitex,ALL of us indeed enjoyed! and we all do our own things, play our own games! haha. started off e nitex by playing volleyball with b. jon,daryl and nicholas? can't rem. who was beside b. jon.haha.then later dave, aaron and walmond join us too! ahaha...we played and decided to head off to find e basketball court but we can't find it...so went to cheers with dawn,maria and paLx! ahaha...then came back and went with rain,dave,nicholas and shawn to find e basketball court but ended up rain and me have to pick up e soccer ball for 2 little brothers(shawn and nicholas)...then we went back and we started to play card games,eat e BBQ food...jun huang,yi quan,phiax,jeremy and some more was eagerly helping all of us to cook e food...haha. and jun huang name e chicken according to e ranks --;; then paLx and i ate and talked at e same time...enjoyed! then after that went off to play with nicholas and tarren again! ahaha.we kept on playing volleyball...eustence joined us too! and nicolas nv failed to amuse me with his laughters! so amusing...hehex...and yepx,we didn't sLp throughout e nitex...and yeahx! this morning went to see sunrise with dawn,'bro' and rain! nice nice -grins- we literally climbed out of e fence.haha.it was corny manx while we was climbing...but we managed to! xD *melted* e scene was so so nice...came back and my unit went off together...so i was holding my camera and i snapped e scene when most of e ppl juz woke up with e blur looked and for bros whose hair are NOT spike up!! haha.then snap my 2 little bro...ahaha.really treat aaron and nicholas my little bro...so cute! ahaha.hmms,now listening to "rise up and praise him"...nice song! paLx and me was humming and singing this song through these 2 days! with our own instruments! ahaha... oohs.and b. jon was so funny when he was playing guitar...ohh wells,got another set of chords for "God of Wonders"...haha. -jumps around- northeast have FOUND our OWN regional centre!! *cLaPz to God!* He really answered our prayers specifically...!! and we can move in on monday! xD
ohhs.learnt more abt different kind of people while watching sunrise...=) -blehh- i was so tired that i act. MISSED e mrt stop that i'm SUPPOSED to alight!! felt so *diaOx*
*encouraged by
jeremiah::for sharing ur powerful testimony though i wasn't able to listen e full story.but ur testimony have really encouraged me aLOT! xD
jun huang::ur testimony have also impacted me! u're right..."no ground is hard to pioneer" ! it hits my heart! xD
kay joo::ur spirit in wanting to spread e gospel have really touched me deep down! amen! phs CAN be c-o-n-q-u-r-e-d!
*add ons
sihan::though it was a short talk but learnt sth from u also! u took captive of ur thoughts which is e area i've to grow in! :)
as the sky was still in the darkness,
i strolled by the road and breathe in the fresh air,
the air that He'd given me every single day.
quietly,i sat down and looked into the sea,
and i've noticed the changes that took place above,
the burning orange that had fought itself to break out from the darkness.
at that moment,
my heart was captured by the beautiful scenery...
and it'd paint the most beautiful painting in my heart.
``memories at 10:59 am
Friday, July 25, 2003[`enjoying`] everything i own
i've to be a more understanding girLx.
this is e song that my class gonna sing for teachers' day! nice song...=) too bad,due to my pack schedule,i can't work together with them.-sad- anyway,had a fun time today though! was on e mrt and listening to my discman.then my fren sms-ed me and somehow there's a few sms-es that came in together.thought i would have dinner with my fren but in e end nv...nahx.it's alright.have to be understanding -smiLe- today i REALLY took mrt.cuz usually i take mrt is always in e hectic manner...nv really enjoy.as ur know,from khatib to yck is quite a l o n g distance...and as i was listening to e discman,i enjoyed e scenery! was in this train that was rather empty...yeps.so juz allowed my thoughts to run...alighted at somerset and saw dehui! haha.that was corny...cuz i thought she'd sth on that's why she'll reach at 7.30pm.okay,bus 16 was REALLY packed! and with e traffic flow,we reached office at ard 7.25pm?! then started printing stats and left office ard 8.20pm? yeps.chatted with dehui on e way and we dropped by breadtalk to get a bread each.was listening to discman together with her and she fell asLeep...think she's really tired...so asked her to lie on my shoulder.haha.then i turned e volume rather loud and i juz stared in daze,thinking alot of things...on my way home in bus 806 also...haha.okays,gotto go pack my back for tmr's chalet and have to sLp...shepherding at 8.45am! ahaha...
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
is it true?
things are changing...it isn't e same as last time...we're all busy with our own stuff.staying in our own world. and all i yearn was e very day when we get together and reminisce on our sweet little moments we had when we was young.
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
but,i believe in this.
``memories at 10:45 pm
[`enjoying`] zhen xin hua
"i do too you know."
nice words that comes out from celine's heart =) it juz make me -beams- upon this 5 words.was humming this song as i was walking from yishun mrt station to e interchange...it's a nice song! *repeat e song* haha.today was quite a tiring day for me...i've no idea why.sLp quite early and i had at least 7hrs of sLp? hmms,sLp during eng,chi and recess.haha.now still quite tired...-blehh- evening time going to office to print stats...=) -rubs eyes- today social studies lesson was corny...cuz wen cong and zisheng anyhow say go IT room so e whole class packed e bag and went all e way down to 1st level and mr lau wasn't there.it's obvious cuz he didn't ask us to go IT room.then some went to 2nd floor while some went to 3rd level.in e end we went to hall early! ahaha...and guess what?we're e LAST class to settle down --;; *faints* oohs,borrowed e nike bag from irene for tmr's chalet cuz i dun have bag to use already...then hui xin took e OP bag that char had lent me...she wanna use for 1 WEEK! -wonders- does irene wanna lend me her nike bag for 1 week anot...haha.shall go catch some rest now then later go out...
ohhs.today during assembly those few questions really hits my heart real hard. -wonders- okay...i've areas to change... shall do sth abt it! =)
trust is the thing that i'd given you...
have everything changed?
i've no idea...
maybe i'm thinking too much...
i should let my mind rest...
``memories at 3:55 pm
Thursday, July 24, 2003[`enjoying`] we will glorify
music should never be played;it should play you.
one should never be doing things to a piece when the music should do it for you.
name :: jiayi
piercings :: 1 pair
tattoos :: nope.infact,i dislike tattoos.
height :: 157? -sigh- pretty short.
shoe size :: 5 1/2 or 6
hair color :: black and a little bit of brown.
length :: short.
siblings :: my sweetie elder sister!! xD
LAST...
song you listened to :: we will glorify?
cd you bought :: does blank disc count?
person you've called :: wan xian(my contact!!)
person that's called you :: daddy =)
tv show you've watched :: nv watch tv today.
person you were thinking of :: my siMpsOnx family and my dearie babygirLx
DO...
you have a bf or gf :: nope.
you have a crush on someone :: yep.but not now :)
you wish you could live somewhere else :: nope.i've ALL my closest friends here!
you think about suicide :: yep.it came across before...
others find you attractive :: don't think so...if they do,they must be blind!
you want more piercings :: nope.nth special in it and somemore,my parents don't allow!
you drink :: non-gassy drink and my mum juz reminded me to drink MORE of plain water :)
you do drugs :: nope.NOT in my lifetime.
you smoke :: -grr- i DISLIKE ppl who smoke! -repeat- i DISLIKE ppl who smoke! so,if u smoke,DON'T EVER COME NEAR ME!
you like cleaning :: my room when i'm in e mood!
you like roller coasters :: neutral.
FAVORITE...
food :: check out at my blog.
thing to do :: go out with my siMpsOnx family and enjoying e scenery of sunrise/sunset and e breezy morning at east coast!!
thing to talk about :: crapx.
sports :: whatever u mention if i can,i do enjoy! =)
drinks :: ICE-Y plain water!
clothes comfortable...
movies = twins effect? watch it with my lame fren...haha.and some more nice movies!
band/singer :: does YWAM counted? ahaha.well,sun yanzi,avril lavigne.
holiday :: any...as long as i can enjoy! -beams-
HAVE YOU...
ever lied to someone :: -dUh-
ever been in a fist fight :: nope.
ever been arrested :: nope.
NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? :: 3? but juz crush and not stead.
of times I have had my heart broken? :: i've no idea.
of hearts I have broken? :: i've no idea.
of girls I have kissed? :: last than 5.but i've kissed char and cel before! haha.that was like...pri 3? yep,out of 4 in siMpsOnx,only e 2 of them...haha.will kiss sin hui one day! ahaha...xD
of boys I have kissed? :: nope.still preserving my first kiss for e special one :)
of drugs taken illegally? :: -bish!- i DISLIKE drugs!
of people I would classify as true, could trust, with my life type friends? siMpsOnx family!
of people I consider my enemies? :: nope.i've learnt how to love ppl whom i dislike.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? :: nope.
of scars on my body? :: e nice 6 stitches of scar under my chin.
of things in my past that I regret? :: aLOT.
FAVORITE...
disney movie :: aLOT.
scent :: e rose powder that cel gave to me and this 3 scented candles that my fren gave me for this yr's brithday present and i haven't use it.haha.can't bear to use it.ahaha...xD
word :: whatever! and -blehh- (recently)
nickname :: jiajia.meow!
guy name :: no idea.think for me?
eye color :: black?!
flower :: sunflower,daisy and red oses.
actor :: this fren whom i considered as gd buddyz.haha.okay,that's lame.
actress :: i've no idea.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty :: nope.
funny :: at times.
hot :: hot in temper?! haha.
friendly :: at times.
amusing :: at times.
ugly :: yep.
loveable :: nope.
caring :: yep.
sweet :: at times?
dorky :: ?_?
Spell your first name back wards :: iyaij
Are you straight? sometimes...
Where do you live? SINGAPORE.
4 words that sum you up :: i truly love God.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
In my mouth :: saliva
In my head :: i want to sLp now!!
Wishing :: that my fren will read e emaiLz! -grr-
After this :: sLp.
Talking to :: -lalala- dream landz...
Eating :: before this was instant cup noodle?
Fetishes x: hair hair hair... u got it !
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who or what reason would that be? :: nv...
Person you wish you could see right now :: -seals my lips-
Is next to you :: (right) hp,micky and donald phone,speakers,modem,plugs,fan! (left) bed,chair...
Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month :: chalet night which i can disturb paLx!! -evil laughters-
Something that you are deathly afraid of? loneliness.
Do you like candles :: yep.it lifts up e atmosphere.
Do you like hot wax :: -blur look-
Do you like incense :: sometimes i DO like e smell.haha.
Do you like the taste of blood :: well,i've to ask my vampire fren...
Do you believe in love :: yes.esp. e love of God.
Do you believe in soul mates :: yep.
Do you believe in love at first sight :: guess so...
Do you believe in forgiveness :: i truly do :)
Do you believe in God :: definitely.
What do you want done with your body when you die: i've no idea.
If you could have any animal for a pet: dog or cat.
What is the latest you've ever stayed up :: 6+AM
Ever been to Belgium? nope.
Can you eat with chopsticks :: -dUh-
What's your favorite coin? no specfic.
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? paris,france and i've no idea.
Whats something that you wish people would understand? my feeling and that God truly loves them -beams-
What's something you wish you could understand better? siMpsOnx family and e heartbeats of e people.
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? sin hui!! -hugs-
Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? that someONE may juz ring me up and go with me to east coast!!
-phew- finally i've finished this long quiz.haha.ohh wells,cg turned out quite okay...yup.still have LOTs of ares to grow in :) will desire more and grow more! have to practice more on my guitar...chords...-chants on- and yeahx! i'm going to this sat's CHALET!! haha...been looking real forward...supposed to go down to NP tmr to have shepherding but realized that if lidat then kay joo can't have shepherding so i decided to have shepherding on sat MORNING! ahaha...a challenge for my shepherd...but then,she have singing at 10am! so i think it's alright... and juz told by timothy that i've to reach by 11am to help set e counter up for e ministry fair.haha. gonna be exciting manx! -beams-
``memories at 10:23 pm
[`enjoying`] e song that i create
His voice.
-grins- this morning so happy.woke up and went to bathe...then God spoke to me abt e attitude i possessed last nite.so i repented =) juz now during eng lesson i had a very very bad headache...that leaves me into a different world...cuz when i looked up to my classroom's ceiling,i see blue color! -grr- then rested my eyes again and open and it was back to normal again...did pray.ohhs,thanks to shifu who gave me e chords for amazing grace cuz i only received e worship songs this morning! hehex.my shepherd's hp can be officially display at museum already... ahaha...later having cg at rix hse at 3.30pm... oohs.and i exchanged my hp with yuna.sudden urge of using 8250... still waiting to buy 7210...ahaha.but then tze long told me that there's no more 7210 already -blehh- and know what? my bro in-law bought siemens 8008!! -eyes sparkles- e small flip open hp with blue light... wah... think my dad getting that for my mum too!! wah...every single one in my family has their eyes fixed on a model...haha.
it was the pain that leads me into somewhere else,
where i couldn't come out from,
i couldn't resist the place that i was led to,
cause i'm thoroughly weak.
``memories at 2:17 pm
Wednesday, July 23, 2003[`enjoying`] lord most high
nice song...=) -touch my stomach- so full now...wonder does my exercise helps at all a not...ahaha.anyway,today had chi. test...it was quite alright...jason powerful...mini morny then guess e answers one...his chi. is really -thumbs down- anyway,i was also too tired to really concentrate on e comprehension so i guess that i won't do well for this test... hmms,haha.i DID enjoyed today's PE! cuz i really played volleyball...haha.nice nice =) went straight home after sch... wanted to sLp but then decided to go for a jog and went to swim with char! ahaha... waffle was so happy to see me?! ahaha...he kept on jumping onto me,licking me...but anyway,we didn't swim in e end... cuz we ended up sharing...haha xD then ate salad at aunty esther's hse...nice nice =) aunty hilda sure knows how to cook...after that went to causeway point and most of e shops i'd visited was abt hp... haha.feeling so so better now after sending an email... =)
*to xT
u'd been a great great sister to me...nv fail to cheer me up when times i was down or rather tired...u'd been e source of laughter from e time we become close =) at times,u do spurred me on in this race.and it was ur desire and ur hunger for God that i'm so encouraged! ur desire in bringing ppl was so clear.ur childlike faith have really encouraged me greatly.believe that u'll be a CL real soon for Him! xD dear,love u so so much -hugs u tightly- go girLx! u can do it!
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to dear xT,
happy birthday to yyyooouuu!!
``memories at 9:36 pm
Tuesday, July 22, 2003[`enjoying`] ni yao de ai
here i'm sitting,
listening to the heartbeats of mine,
letting my mind leading me to the past,
thinking of the things i'd done before,
the fun moments that i'd enjoyed the most,
the people that i'd always be with...
-look up-
i asked,
"have they all left me?"
-looks to mirror-
seeing a face filled with tears and in the most confused looked
-sigh-
how can ever anyone understand me?
somehow,i'm searching,
searching for the someone whom i can confides to....
because i realized that all those i'd found,
is busy...
or rather,
they'd left me at a corner,
all by myself.
cries myself to sLp...
fades...
``memories at 10:26 pm
[`enjoying`] circle of life
mixed feelings.
-blehh- today really experienced diff. kind of feelings...and somehow,it was all mixed up.woke up and was really filled with disappointment...-sigh- supposingly to be watching "darkness" today...but, -sigh- dun wanna say.it juz flare me up even more! -rolls my eyes- was really in a bad mood in class...kept on scolding ppl cuz so disappointed already some more ppl still come and provoke me! -blehh- whatever! then had oral...quite smooth i guess.didn't stumbled on any words.and e converstation topic was "toys"...so i said sth interesting that really make ms tan laughed.tt is i'm diff. from other kids...cuz i DUN play barbie dolls when i was young.also not very sure what i play...but i certainly do like cars.haha.and i've this collection of cars that consists of 12 diff. model + colors...but, -sigh- babygirLx took and play and threw it everywhere...-back to e topic- hmms,today i was a real gd girLx...cuz i completed ALL my hmw when there was free time...and i can sLp early tonight...haha. -blehh- shldn't have eat so full...now have to wait for 3hrs befor i could sLp?! whatever...! had training today...great training i muz say cuz no seniors...then i did concentrate...nth really distract me when i was playing match.GOODNESS.i juz realized that i forgotten one of my team mate's name! -______-"" anyway,i did scored.haha.and today training was mostly fitness...cuz our fitness really was like -blehh- that kind...it does benifits me.haha! after training crossed e road with shi hui and lisin... quite a few buses was turning out...and happened to see bus 13. and saw reagan on that bus...haha...and shi hui make some comments which make me go O_O ...cuz i didn't expect her to react that way...ahaha.it does amused me...shan't say e comment =p tmr having chi test...studied 1 week AGO! -grr- cuz i made a mistake...i thought it was last week...haha.and i'd been studying for e past few days :)
-looks ard e room- hmms,suddenly feel that act. i dun have much of my sch bks at home...all is left in sch.ahaha. *tired* -close eyes- ohhs.*cLaPz to choir!* they managed to get silver this yr! heez...cuz they'd been stagnent in achieving bronze for like dunno how many yrs? haha...and i really feel that God's favor is upon phs...cuz these few weeks we'd been achieving many awards esp. basketball 'B' boys who emerged champion and broken e last 15yrs record! wow...God's blessing e sch...and i think that my principal is really gd.she does incalcate Christian values to e sch.same to ms ang. -rubs eyes- *pray* that my sHeePx can make it for this week's cg...i guess if tmr having nth on i'll most prob be going swimming? haha...xD and "!@#$" to reagan and hanis who is using pentium 4.2! -blehh-
``memories at 8:32 pm
[`enjoying`]
it was your words that assured me,
it was your promise that i trust in,
but,
i came to realize that your words are empty.
and all your promises you gave me was nothing
but disappointment.
``memories at 10:08 am
Monday, July 21, 2003[`enjoying`] an jing
words are sweets
and the past are not empty.
it has it's value that leaves me to stop and look back
and i'm always glad that i'd found You.
*thanksgiving
`God::thank You for NOT giving up on me,always sending ppl to guide me back to You and drawing me back to Your side -smiLex-
`siMpsOnx::(4 of ur)leaving a nice and everlasting footprints in my life that i'd nv deserved.ur nv fail to cheer me and be by my side when i needed e most -hugs-
`pherd::for ALL e love that u'd showered upon me and persevering in taking care of me.ur life had really spur me on and u're always here to guide me to walk closer to God and to experience more of Him.
`paLx::e times when u adviced me,lending me ur listening ears and to guide me.thank u for always encouraging me to pick up my guitar again when i'm at e brink of giving up.and always e "go" towards God and my passion in guitar -hugs-
`eeLee::though not shepherd and sheep,u nv fail to drop by to catch up again even it was a short moment. ur words had make me realized how far i'd come and how i'd grown.
`seafood::e times when i'm down,u showed ur love by lending ur eyes to read what i'm going through. appreciate it LOTs.
`jessie:: for all e bullies that had turned into "fun moments" haha.
`piggyx::though nv spent much time with u,but e few mins that we met each week makes me happy.and for ALL e times i'm at ur hse or even when we're alone,e short conversation we had.it does spur me on in serving -hugs-
`penguinnie::ur perseverance towards sheep really spur me on and i love e times when we're together.
`I LOVE XT:: for all e laughters and happiest moments that we'd spent together each time -hugs-
`yeokx::e times we'd spent during "Faith" camp.it does leave a mark in my heart.
`jay voon::all e crappiness and ur encouragement to me.it does impact.
`nemo::my baby nemo!!
`shifu::at some point of my life,u'd guided me and adviced me.and also helping me to improve on my guitar skills! xD
`reagan::all ur lame jokes -laugh out loud-
`jeremy::ur blog does spur me on.it really does =)
don't slaughter me if i'd left out ur name.cuz u all does leave a print in my heart.
haha! went to nyp today! released sch ard 5pm so i make my way there in a slow manner.bump into joanne at yck station...and as i was abt to turn in to nyp,saw edwin! haha.reached nyp and was kinda stoned.cuz i'd NO idea where to go...so i juz stopped at e 1st level. hoping jay voon would finish her lesson real soon.and i juz stand at e parapet there(beside e escalator)? saw jeremy.haha.act. didn't see him till he walked infront of me...after that make my way up to e 2nd level then stoned outside e canteen?haha! jay voon said that i'm a lucky star...cuz she ended class 10mins early! ahaha...so we took train to rix hse and we saw daniel and jun liang when we crossing e road.then saw adrain at rix hse downstairs.on e way jay voon was saying that i was lucky cuz she'd nv seen those ppl i saw today on e way to nyp or in nyp...ahaha.seed was fun! cuz we played "piggy" and we was really at e top of our voice! ahaha...then after teaching we wrote affirmation for each other! haha...nice =) reached home ard 8.30pm,changed and went for joggin! haha.and hmms,haha.luckily reagan's comp. was pentium 4.2...else i think i'll go "!@#$%" haha...cuz hanis's comp. is pentium 4.2!! -grr- whatever...haha.shall go spend QT now! *winks*
``memories at 11:17 pm
[`enjoying`] ms yup's voice
each night as i lie on bed,
listening to the familiar voice of yours,
my mind leads me into a world full of thinking,
and i'll just fade off to my world
with a slight tear that just come out of nowhere.
hmms,now in sch,attending an IT lesson that teaches us of how to use adobe printshop 7.teacher is going rather fast that i could hardly catch up.hmms,today is racial harmony day and all classes were told to sell a traditional food and my class sold lesi lemak and tau suan.it is nice -thumbs up!- act. didn't really have lessons...supposed to have oral today but then ms tan went to general office after asking me to sit outside e class and read e passage. and i obediently sat outside for a gd 1hr.it was act. quite windy...so it somehow led me to sLp.haha.and i act. broke my record by sleeping real early last night...i sLept at 9.46pm and i thought i'd slept for quite long...so i woke up at 12+am and i sms-ed my fren and i fade off to sLp again... -_____-"" later meeting jay voon to go down for seed meeting... and today no one will be home till 11+pm...i'll be alone then -sigh- looking towards tmr after training...i'm waiting for an answer... :) positive answer xD
-hungry...!-
``memories at 4:24 pm