Monday, July 28, 2003
[`enjoying`] sometimes
and i've shifted =)
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
stewpid jason!
-bishes- to jason who disturbed my conversation with debbie in my dream! "!@#%#!" literally e call came in and it juz dashed through e dream! but anyway,sms-es came along after that! -blehh- have no idea what to do now...but i know i've to study.and i guess my headache is coming BACK again...-sigh- oohs,i've completed downloading e song "i was made to praise You"! so if anyway wants,come look for me xD
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
headaches.
you shed tears of joy. you are a happy person who
doesn't let the bad things in life get you
down. good for you!
What kind of tears do you shed?
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-sigh- recently i kept on having headaches...or sometimes even migrane.what shld i do...e pain is killing me.was sleeping from e 2nd period of eng all e way to end of sch.didn't went for touch typing course cuz e pain was killing me...it was on off on off...after sch went swimming though.amazingly,throughout my 20 laps,i didn't have headaches at all! -wonders- how come?! it is weird though.oh wells,tmr having e 5items for NAPHA(forget how to spell)! think it'll start ard 4pm or 4.30pm...after that going for training! heez...mr sim has spoke through my heart.he said "don't treat training as another thing.come because u want to learn and u enjoy!"...this sentence stabbed into my heart straight.oohs! my dinner arrived already! haha.bread + luncheon meat.that's my dinner...haha.thanksdad! later gotto study for tmr maths test and have to complete F&N decision making! -sigh- i pray that tmr my headache won't come again.
[`enjoying`] more of you,lord
e beauty that was captured in my heart.
have u captured it?
[`enjoying`] faith
As friends cross your path,
They turn your gloom into smiles.
The sun changes darkness into light.
Friends lighten your darkest way.
You get the feeling of nature's renewing cycle.
Friends renew your hope for everlasting love.
Friends that stand behind you,
Assure you that it's impossible to be alone.
Nature's wondrous way of entertainment,
Gives you insight into nature's excitement.
Friends entertain you with their caring,
They allow you the insight for love.
As with nature and all it has to offer,
You will always have something to hold close.
The friendships you build and let grow,
Give you everlasting hope for the future.
Thank you for being my guiding light,
my comfort,my friend.
yesterday was a great day for northeast! prayer meet was really great and sermon really spoke to me of some areas of my life that i've to change =) shall apply them! during e break we went to cuppage basement 2 and played volleyball! haha.nice! we was all on fire for e chalet! ahaha...after service all met at somerset mrt station and headed off to pasir ris! to e chalet that all of us have been waiting for very long! *pengz* not long ago juz came home from chalet! nice nice =) though it was only 2 day 1 nitex,ALL of us indeed enjoyed! and we all do our own things, play our own games! haha. started off e nitex by playing volleyball with b. jon,daryl and nicholas? can't rem. who was beside b. jon.haha.then later dave, aaron and walmond join us too! ahaha...we played and decided to head off to find e basketball court but we can't find it...so went to cheers with dawn,maria and paLx! ahaha...then came back and went with rain,dave,nicholas and shawn to find e basketball court but ended up rain and me have to pick up e soccer ball for 2 little brothers(shawn and nicholas)...then we went back and we started to play card games,eat e BBQ food...jun huang,yi quan,phiax,jeremy and some more was eagerly helping all of us to cook e food...haha. and jun huang name e chicken according to e ranks --;; then paLx and i ate and talked at e same time...enjoyed! then after that went off to play with nicholas and tarren again! ahaha.we kept on playing volleyball...eustence joined us too! and nicolas nv failed to amuse me with his laughters! so amusing...hehex...and yepx,we didn't sLp throughout e nitex...and yeahx! this morning went to see sunrise with dawn,'bro' and rain! nice nice -grins- we literally climbed out of e fence.haha.it was corny manx while we was climbing...but we managed to! xD *melted* e scene was so so nice...came back and my unit went off together...so i was holding my camera and i snapped e scene when most of e ppl juz woke up with e blur looked and for bros whose hair are NOT spike up!! haha.then snap my 2 little bro...ahaha.really treat aaron and nicholas my little bro...so cute! ahaha.hmms,now listening to "rise up and praise him"...nice song! paLx and me was humming and singing this song through these 2 days! with our own instruments! ahaha... oohs.and b. jon was so funny when he was playing guitar...ohh wells,got another set of chords for "God of Wonders"...haha. -jumps around- northeast have FOUND our OWN regional centre!! *cLaPz to God!* He really answered our prayers specifically...!! and we can move in on monday! xD
ohhs.learnt more abt different kind of people while watching sunrise...=) -blehh- i was so tired that i act. MISSED e mrt stop that i'm SUPPOSED to alight!! felt so *diaOx*
*encouraged by
jeremiah::for sharing ur powerful testimony though i wasn't able to listen e full story.but ur testimony have really encouraged me aLOT! xD
jun huang::ur testimony have also impacted me! u're right..."no ground is hard to pioneer" ! it hits my heart! xD
kay joo::ur spirit in wanting to spread e gospel have really touched me deep down! amen! phs CAN be c-o-n-q-u-r-e-d!
*add ons
sihan::though it was a short talk but learnt sth from u also! u took captive of ur thoughts which is e area i've to grow in! :)
as the sky was still in the darkness,
i strolled by the road and breathe in the fresh air,
the air that He'd given me every single day.
quietly,i sat down and looked into the sea,
and i've noticed the changes that took place above,
the burning orange that had fought itself to break out from the darkness.
at that moment,
my heart was captured by the beautiful scenery...
and it'd paint the most beautiful painting in my heart.
[`enjoying`] everything i own
i've to be a more understanding girLx.
this is e song that my class gonna sing for teachers' day! nice song...=) too bad,due to my pack schedule,i can't work together with them.-sad- anyway,had a fun time today though! was on e mrt and listening to my discman.then my fren sms-ed me and somehow there's a few sms-es that came in together.thought i would have dinner with my fren but in e end nv...nahx.it's alright.have to be understanding -smiLe- today i REALLY took mrt.cuz usually i take mrt is always in e hectic manner...nv really enjoy.as ur know,from khatib to yck is quite a l o n g distance...and as i was listening to e discman,i enjoyed e scenery! was in this train that was rather empty...yeps.so juz allowed my thoughts to run...alighted at somerset and saw dehui! haha.that was corny...cuz i thought she'd sth on that's why she'll reach at 7.30pm.okay,bus 16 was REALLY packed! and with e traffic flow,we reached office at ard 7.25pm?! then started printing stats and left office ard 8.20pm? yeps.chatted with dehui on e way and we dropped by breadtalk to get a bread each.was listening to discman together with her and she fell asLeep...think she's really tired...so asked her to lie on my shoulder.haha.then i turned e volume rather loud and i juz stared in daze,thinking alot of things...on my way home in bus 806 also...haha.okays,gotto go pack my back for tmr's chalet and have to sLp...shepherding at 8.45am! ahaha...
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
is it true?
things are changing...it isn't e same as last time...we're all busy with our own stuff.staying in our own world. and all i yearn was e very day when we get together and reminisce on our sweet little moments we had when we was young.
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
but,i believe in this.
[`enjoying`] zhen xin hua
"i do too you know."
nice words that comes out from celine's heart =) it juz make me -beams- upon this 5 words.was humming this song as i was walking from yishun mrt station to e interchange...it's a nice song! *repeat e song* haha.today was quite a tiring day for me...i've no idea why.sLp quite early and i had at least 7hrs of sLp? hmms,sLp during eng,chi and recess.haha.now still quite tired...-blehh- evening time going to office to print stats...=) -rubs eyes- today social studies lesson was corny...cuz wen cong and zisheng anyhow say go IT room so e whole class packed e bag and went all e way down to 1st level and mr lau wasn't there.it's obvious cuz he didn't ask us to go IT room.then some went to 2nd floor while some went to 3rd level.in e end we went to hall early! ahaha...and guess what?we're e LAST class to settle down --;; *faints* oohs,borrowed e nike bag from irene for tmr's chalet cuz i dun have bag to use already...then hui xin took e OP bag that char had lent me...she wanna use for 1 WEEK! -wonders- does irene wanna lend me her nike bag for 1 week anot...haha.shall go catch some rest now then later go out...
ohhs.today during assembly those few questions really hits my heart real hard. -wonders- okay...i've areas to change... shall do sth abt it! =)
[`enjoying`] we will glorify
music should never be played;it should play you.
one should never be doing things to a piece when the music should do it for you.
name :: jiayi
piercings :: 1 pair
tattoos :: nope.infact,i dislike tattoos.
height :: 157? -sigh- pretty short.
shoe size :: 5 1/2 or 6
hair color :: black and a little bit of brown.
length :: short.
siblings :: my sweetie elder sister!! xD
LAST...
song you listened to :: we will glorify?
cd you bought :: does blank disc count?
person you've called :: wan xian(my contact!!)
person that's called you :: daddy =)
tv show you've watched :: nv watch tv today.
person you were thinking of :: my siMpsOnx family and my dearie babygirLx
DO...
you have a bf or gf :: nope.
you have a crush on someone :: yep.but not now :)
you wish you could live somewhere else :: nope.i've ALL my closest friends here!
you think about suicide :: yep.it came across before...
others find you attractive :: don't think so...if they do,they must be blind!
you want more piercings :: nope.nth special in it and somemore,my parents don't allow!
you drink :: non-gassy drink and my mum juz reminded me to drink MORE of plain water :)
you do drugs :: nope.NOT in my lifetime.
you smoke :: -grr- i DISLIKE ppl who smoke! -repeat- i DISLIKE ppl who smoke! so,if u smoke,DON'T EVER COME NEAR ME!
you like cleaning :: my room when i'm in e mood!
you like roller coasters :: neutral.
FAVORITE...
food :: check out at my blog.
thing to do :: go out with my siMpsOnx family and enjoying e scenery of sunrise/sunset and e breezy morning at east coast!!
thing to talk about :: crapx.
sports :: whatever u mention if i can,i do enjoy! =)
drinks :: ICE-Y plain water!
clothes comfortable...
movies = twins effect? watch it with my lame fren...haha.and some more nice movies!
band/singer :: does YWAM counted? ahaha.well,sun yanzi,avril lavigne.
holiday :: any...as long as i can enjoy! -beams-
HAVE YOU...
ever lied to someone :: -dUh-
ever been in a fist fight :: nope.
ever been arrested :: nope.
NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? :: 3? but juz crush and not stead.
of times I have had my heart broken? :: i've no idea.
of hearts I have broken? :: i've no idea.
of girls I have kissed? :: last than 5.but i've kissed char and cel before! haha.that was like...pri 3? yep,out of 4 in siMpsOnx,only e 2 of them...haha.will kiss sin hui one day! ahaha...xD
of boys I have kissed? :: nope.still preserving my first kiss for e special one :)
of drugs taken illegally? :: -bish!- i DISLIKE drugs!
of people I would classify as true, could trust, with my life type friends? siMpsOnx family!
of people I consider my enemies? :: nope.i've learnt how to love ppl whom i dislike.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? :: nope.
of scars on my body? :: e nice 6 stitches of scar under my chin.
of things in my past that I regret? :: aLOT.
FAVORITE...
disney movie :: aLOT.
scent :: e rose powder that cel gave to me and this 3 scented candles that my fren gave me for this yr's brithday present and i haven't use it.haha.can't bear to use it.ahaha...xD
word :: whatever! and -blehh- (recently)
nickname :: jiajia.meow!
guy name :: no idea.think for me?
eye color :: black?!
flower :: sunflower,daisy and red oses.
actor :: this fren whom i considered as gd buddyz.haha.okay,that's lame.
actress :: i've no idea.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty :: nope.
funny :: at times.
hot :: hot in temper?! haha.
friendly :: at times.
amusing :: at times.
ugly :: yep.
loveable :: nope.
caring :: yep.
sweet :: at times?
dorky :: ?_?
Spell your first name back wards :: iyaij
Are you straight? sometimes...
Where do you live? SINGAPORE.
4 words that sum you up :: i truly love God.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
In my mouth :: saliva
In my head :: i want to sLp now!!
Wishing :: that my fren will read e emaiLz! -grr-
After this :: sLp.
Talking to :: -lalala- dream landz...
Eating :: before this was instant cup noodle?
Fetishes x: hair hair hair... u got it !
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who or what reason would that be? :: nv...
Person you wish you could see right now :: -seals my lips-
Is next to you :: (right) hp,micky and donald phone,speakers,modem,plugs,fan! (left) bed,chair...
Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month :: chalet night which i can disturb paLx!! -evil laughters-
Something that you are deathly afraid of? loneliness.
Do you like candles :: yep.it lifts up e atmosphere.
Do you like hot wax :: -blur look-
Do you like incense :: sometimes i DO like e smell.haha.
Do you like the taste of blood :: well,i've to ask my vampire fren...
Do you believe in love :: yes.esp. e love of God.
Do you believe in soul mates :: yep.
Do you believe in love at first sight :: guess so...
Do you believe in forgiveness :: i truly do :)
Do you believe in God :: definitely.
What do you want done with your body when you die: i've no idea.
If you could have any animal for a pet: dog or cat.
What is the latest you've ever stayed up :: 6+AM
Ever been to Belgium? nope.
Can you eat with chopsticks :: -dUh-
What's your favorite coin? no specfic.
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? paris,france and i've no idea.
Whats something that you wish people would understand? my feeling and that God truly loves them -beams-
What's something you wish you could understand better? siMpsOnx family and e heartbeats of e people.
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? sin hui!! -hugs-
Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? that someONE may juz ring me up and go with me to east coast!!
-phew- finally i've finished this long quiz.haha.ohh wells,cg turned out quite okay...yup.still have LOTs of ares to grow in :) will desire more and grow more! have to practice more on my guitar...chords...-chants on- and yeahx! i'm going to this sat's CHALET!! haha...been looking real forward...supposed to go down to NP tmr to have shepherding but realized that if lidat then kay joo can't have shepherding so i decided to have shepherding on sat MORNING! ahaha...a challenge for my shepherd...but then,she have singing at 10am! so i think it's alright... and juz told by timothy that i've to reach by 11am to help set e counter up for e ministry fair.haha. gonna be exciting manx! -beams-
[`enjoying`] e song that i create
His voice.
-grins- this morning so happy.woke up and went to bathe...then God spoke to me abt e attitude i possessed last nite.so i repented =) juz now during eng lesson i had a very very bad headache...that leaves me into a different world...cuz when i looked up to my classroom's ceiling,i see blue color! -grr- then rested my eyes again and open and it was back to normal again...did pray.ohhs,thanks to shifu who gave me e chords for amazing grace cuz i only received e worship songs this morning! hehex.my shepherd's hp can be officially display at museum already... ahaha...later having cg at rix hse at 3.30pm... oohs.and i exchanged my hp with yuna.sudden urge of using 8250... still waiting to buy 7210...ahaha.but then tze long told me that there's no more 7210 already -blehh- and know what? my bro in-law bought siemens 8008!! -eyes sparkles- e small flip open hp with blue light... wah... think my dad getting that for my mum too!! wah...every single one in my family has their eyes fixed on a model...haha.
[`enjoying`] lord most high
nice song...=) -touch my stomach- so full now...wonder does my exercise helps at all a not...ahaha.anyway,today had chi. test...it was quite alright...jason powerful...mini morny then guess e answers one...his chi. is really -thumbs down- anyway,i was also too tired to really concentrate on e comprehension so i guess that i won't do well for this test... hmms,haha.i DID enjoyed today's PE! cuz i really played volleyball...haha.nice nice =) went straight home after sch... wanted to sLp but then decided to go for a jog and went to swim with char! ahaha... waffle was so happy to see me?! ahaha...he kept on jumping onto me,licking me...but anyway,we didn't swim in e end... cuz we ended up sharing...haha xD then ate salad at aunty esther's hse...nice nice =) aunty hilda sure knows how to cook...after that went to causeway point and most of e shops i'd visited was abt hp... haha.feeling so so better now after sending an email... =)
*to xT
u'd been a great great sister to me...nv fail to cheer me up when times i was down or rather tired...u'd been e source of laughter from e time we become close =) at times,u do spurred me on in this race.and it was ur desire and ur hunger for God that i'm so encouraged! ur desire in bringing ppl was so clear.ur childlike faith have really encouraged me greatly.believe that u'll be a CL real soon for Him! xD dear,love u so so much -hugs u tightly- go girLx! u can do it!
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to dear xT,
happy birthday to yyyooouuu!!
[`enjoying`] ni yao de ai
here i'm sitting,
listening to the heartbeats of mine,
letting my mind leading me to the past,
thinking of the things i'd done before,
the fun moments that i'd enjoyed the most,
the people that i'd always be with...
-look up-
i asked,
"have they all left me?"
-looks to mirror-
seeing a face filled with tears and in the most confused looked
-sigh-
how can ever anyone understand me?
somehow,i'm searching,
searching for the someone whom i can confides to....
because i realized that all those i'd found,
is busy...
or rather,
[`enjoying`] circle of life
mixed feelings.
-blehh- today really experienced diff. kind of feelings...and somehow,it was all mixed up.woke up and was really filled with disappointment...-sigh- supposingly to be watching "darkness" today...but, -sigh- dun wanna say.it juz flare me up even more! -rolls my eyes- was really in a bad mood in class...kept on scolding ppl cuz so disappointed already some more ppl still come and provoke me! -blehh- whatever! then had oral...quite smooth i guess.didn't stumbled on any words.and e converstation topic was "toys"...so i said sth interesting that really make ms tan laughed.tt is i'm diff. from other kids...cuz i DUN play barbie dolls when i was young.also not very sure what i play...but i certainly do like cars.haha.and i've this collection of cars that consists of 12 diff. model + colors...but, -sigh- babygirLx took and play and threw it everywhere...-back to e topic- hmms,today i was a real gd girLx...cuz i completed ALL my hmw when there was free time...and i can sLp early tonight...haha. -blehh- shldn't have eat so full...now have to wait for 3hrs befor i could sLp?! whatever...! had training today...great training i muz say cuz no seniors...then i did concentrate...nth really distract me when i was playing match.GOODNESS.i juz realized that i forgotten one of my team mate's name! -______-"" anyway,i did scored.haha.and today training was mostly fitness...cuz our fitness really was like -blehh- that kind...it does benifits me.haha! after training crossed e road with shi hui and lisin... quite a few buses was turning out...and happened to see bus 13. and saw reagan on that bus...haha...and shi hui make some comments which make me go O_O ...cuz i didn't expect her to react that way...ahaha.it does amused me...shan't say e comment =p tmr having chi test...studied 1 week AGO! -grr- cuz i made a mistake...i thought it was last week...haha.and i'd been studying for e past few days :)
-looks ard e room- hmms,suddenly feel that act. i dun have much of my sch bks at home...all is left in sch.ahaha. *tired* -close eyes- ohhs.*cLaPz to choir!* they managed to get silver this yr! heez...cuz they'd been stagnent in achieving bronze for like dunno how many yrs? haha...and i really feel that God's favor is upon phs...cuz these few weeks we'd been achieving many awards esp. basketball 'B' boys who emerged champion and broken e last 15yrs record! wow...God's blessing e sch...and i think that my principal is really gd.she does incalcate Christian values to e sch.same to ms ang. -rubs eyes- *pray* that my sHeePx can make it for this week's cg...i guess if tmr having nth on i'll most prob be going swimming? haha...xD and "!@#$" to reagan and hanis who is using pentium 4.2! -blehh-
[`enjoying`]
it was your words that assured me,
it was your promise that i trust in,
but,
i came to realize that your words are empty.
and all your promises you gave me was nothing
[`enjoying`] an jing
words are sweets
and the past are not empty.
it has it's value that leaves me to stop and look back
and i'm always glad that i'd found You.
*thanksgiving
`God::thank You for NOT giving up on me,always sending ppl to guide me back to You and drawing me back to Your side -smiLex-
`siMpsOnx::(4 of ur)leaving a nice and everlasting footprints in my life that i'd nv deserved.ur nv fail to cheer me and be by my side when i needed e most -hugs-
`pherd::for ALL e love that u'd showered upon me and persevering in taking care of me.ur life had really spur me on and u're always here to guide me to walk closer to God and to experience more of Him.
`paLx::e times when u adviced me,lending me ur listening ears and to guide me.thank u for always encouraging me to pick up my guitar again when i'm at e brink of giving up.and always e "go" towards God and my passion in guitar -hugs-
`eeLee::though not shepherd and sheep,u nv fail to drop by to catch up again even it was a short moment. ur words had make me realized how far i'd come and how i'd grown.
`seafood::e times when i'm down,u showed ur love by lending ur eyes to read what i'm going through. appreciate it LOTs.
`jessie:: for all e bullies that had turned into "fun moments" haha.
`piggyx::though nv spent much time with u,but e few mins that we met each week makes me happy.and for ALL e times i'm at ur hse or even when we're alone,e short conversation we had.it does spur me on in serving -hugs-
`penguinnie::ur perseverance towards sheep really spur me on and i love e times when we're together.
`I LOVE XT:: for all e laughters and happiest moments that we'd spent together each time -hugs-
`yeokx::e times we'd spent during "Faith" camp.it does leave a mark in my heart.
`jay voon::all e crappiness and ur encouragement to me.it does impact.
`nemo::my baby nemo!!
`shifu::at some point of my life,u'd guided me and adviced me.and also helping me to improve on my guitar skills! xD
`reagan::all ur lame jokes -laugh out loud-
`jeremy::ur blog does spur me on.it really does =)
don't slaughter me if i'd left out ur name.cuz u all does leave a print in my heart.
haha! went to nyp today! released sch ard 5pm so i make my way there in a slow manner.bump into joanne at yck station...and as i was abt to turn in to nyp,saw edwin! haha.reached nyp and was kinda stoned.cuz i'd NO idea where to go...so i juz stopped at e 1st level. hoping jay voon would finish her lesson real soon.and i juz stand at e parapet there(beside e escalator)? saw jeremy.haha.act. didn't see him till he walked infront of me...after that make my way up to e 2nd level then stoned outside e canteen?haha! jay voon said that i'm a lucky star...cuz she ended class 10mins early! ahaha...so we took train to rix hse and we saw daniel and jun liang when we crossing e road.then saw adrain at rix hse downstairs.on e way jay voon was saying that i was lucky cuz she'd nv seen those ppl i saw today on e way to nyp or in nyp...ahaha.seed was fun! cuz we played "piggy" and we was really at e top of our voice! ahaha...then after teaching we wrote affirmation for each other! haha...nice =) reached home ard 8.30pm,changed and went for joggin! haha.and hmms,haha.luckily reagan's comp. was pentium 4.2...else i think i'll go "!@#$%" haha...cuz hanis's comp. is pentium 4.2!! -grr- whatever...haha.shall go spend QT now! *winks*
[`enjoying`] ms yup's voice
each night as i lie on bed,
listening to the familiar voice of yours,
my mind leads me into a world full of thinking,
and i'll just fade off to my world
hmms,now in sch,attending an IT lesson that teaches us of how to use adobe printshop 7.teacher is going rather fast that i could hardly catch up.hmms,today is racial harmony day and all classes were told to sell a traditional food and my class sold lesi lemak and tau suan.it is nice -thumbs up!- act. didn't really have lessons...supposed to have oral today but then ms tan went to general office after asking me to sit outside e class and read e passage. and i obediently sat outside for a gd 1hr.it was act. quite windy...so it somehow led me to sLp.haha.and i act. broke my record by sleeping real early last night...i sLept at 9.46pm and i thought i'd slept for quite long...so i woke up at 12+am and i sms-ed my fren and i fade off to sLp again... -_____-"" later meeting jay voon to go down for seed meeting... and today no one will be home till 11+pm...i'll be alone then -sigh- looking towards tmr after training...i'm waiting for an answer... :) positive answer xD
-hungry...!-
[`enjoying`] into your presence
with a little prayer i'd made.
heez...now at church office amending stats.ULm starts at 9.30am...not 9am.ahaha.hmms,woke up early and found out that it was raining heavily outside...was praying real hard that my dad will NOT question me lots of question and also rain will stop...and guess what?! haha...it DID become better =) praise God.so happy...haha.so went out and was doing my chi wk bk in e train and there's this 2 china guy kept on looking at my bk.haha.felt quite uncomfortable...-blehh- then was on bus 16 and i started studying for my chi test which is on this wed.prayerfully i can keep a mind of studying... common test coming.have to work real hard and achieve gd grades!! =)
heez...later meeting paLx for lunch...haha.gonna have another crappy session manx! ahaha...
-raining...nice nice =) -
[`enjoying`] hologram
warm fellowship.
-grins- nice nice...e day was pretty nice =) went early to nexus to slot in stats.went to find timothy at MM room then saw reagan with sth on his head...it leads me into thinking of wizard...haha.anyway,realized that timothy is NO longer in MM...haha.that was pretty blur of me. after prayer meet ALL of us went down for lunch and while having lunch we came up with our very OWN story...shan't type out now...tmr then type cuz now quite tired. after lunch some went to evax while e rest stayed to do e visitor gifts.haha.MAN in BLACK came down for lunch...(referring to davin,yao guo,cassian and shifu) haha.they were ALL dressed in black...ahaha.then disturbed cassian again.was feeling quite bored between 3pm-3.30pm that's why i kept on walking UP and DOWN at cuppage with rain...haha.and praise God that my sHeePx turned up for service!! cuz i couldn't contact her at all...haha. wan xian and weifen turned up too!! now really have to pray that they'll received Christ soon...=) service ended early...haha.cuz when we stepped out of cuppage it was pretty BRIGHT.ahaha. went with paLx to grab some gummies from 7-11.ahaha. and -blehh- was being bullied by ppl...!! -grr- by chocolate who gang up with jay voon to snatch my gummy out of my MOUTH!! so i quickly eat it! haha. then had evaluation...then supposingly we shld all go home...but when we came out of e toilet,we decided to go shopping...haha.so we walked to far east.and we saw ALOT of things that we wanna buy. -blehh- for e time being dun think i'll be buying clothes...i'll buy hp first.haha.went home with jay voon by taking bus 54...and we had a fun time talking!! ahaha.
and...yes! penguinnie's little bro converted!! haha...and my little bro,aaron,was helping penguinnie's bro to fill in e new believer form! haha...felt that my little bro was really mature...haha.and his PSLE coming in 2-3 mths time? haha...dunno what schs he chose also.tmr going for amendment...then meeting paLx for lunch.and piggyx!! defeated to u abt e HAIR! -blehh- haha...think better go my dream land now...xD
*to eeLee
thanks for e short/small talk we had juz now...though it was short but it was meaningful =) thanks for all these whiles... appreciate it LOTS -hugs-
-havoc...!!-
[`enjoying`] a thousand mile
you looked different from the shades of yesterday
ripped off from stan's blog.
(set 1)
1. when was the last time you cheated?
can't rem. dun think i've copied after i received Christ though being tempted a few times? but...haha.nv
2. when was the last time you stole?
i DON'T.
3. when was the last time you lied?
hmms,can't really rem.?
4. when was the last time you broke or vandalised another's property?
can't rem...dun think i broke or vandalised?
5. when was the last time you hurt a loved one?
goodness...i don't.
(set 2)
1. do you remember your first best friend? who was it?
cccchhhaaarrrLLLeennEE!!
2. are you still in touch with this person?
-dUh- we're so CLOSE.
3. do you have a current close friend?
i've four...what do u think?
4. how did you became friends with this person?
accquatainces?
5. is there a friend from your past that you wish you were still in contact with? why?
nope...cuz e buddyz i have now makes me so happy already...-grins-
goodness.was so afraid this early morning...lightning and thunders was so strong...and i could e lightning entering my room? scary...supposedly to go for jogging...but,e weather is so bad already and i somehow can't manage to wake up so early due to e tiredness...and -smile- i've a very nice recording in my hp!! heez...really nice...xD
-e truth will set you FREE-
[`enjoying`] hologram
great epm.
was so so tired during geo. lesson...during eng felt asleep and got woken up by ms tan.after sch stayed back to practice e teachers' day performance...if i were to play guitar,i've to get e strumming right...cuz i really want to be e guitarist... haha.have to seek help from either shifu or reagan?...hmms,was late for epm but nevertheless, -smiLe- epm was great.after epm had shepherding. paLx was also shepherding rain. haha.then left together and i was late for meeting with e church development ppl...quite guilty...cuz they start e meeting when i reach i guess.sorryguys...meeting ended ard 9pm so went to take bus together with dehui and alighted at e breadtalk there.didn't went home with her cuz i went to meet a fren to return stuff.haha.and hmms,sorryBuddyz...didn't watch movie with u...haha.anyway,owe u 1 movie okays? hmms...i still want to watch darkness!! hehex.
-jumps around- so happy...my hair grew long and it is SOFT!! haha.so happy...hmms,tmr no training but i'll be going jogging tmr morning...think i better go have some rest.
- -blehh- i want to buy color hp!! -grr- -
[`enjoying`] kai bu liao ko
settle down...
haha.hmms...considered a breakthrough that i act. sit down for abt an hr to study? or at least complete 75% of my maths hmw? haha.pray that everyday will be lidat...meaning cut down on internet! haha.yeahx! i can do it...i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me now having a short 15mins break...need to rest my eyes from those maths sums.did 300 skippings...shall complete soon.back from skipping.haha.hmms...was wondering how come my eyes will be pain when doing hmw but when asked me to stay infront of e comp. for more than half day it won't...hmms...it's WEIRD...AND,i sLept this afternoon for abt 2hrs? how come now i also tired?! -bishes myself- it's WEIRD...but still,i'll study...continues.
-if i'd started earlier!-
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
As long as stars shine down from Heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You
When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard my calling
And You rush to set me free
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You oh
I can't imagine me without You
melted song...nice!
tmr having northeast prayer meet at america room! meeting for church development at joo chiat 7.30pm-8.30pm! hmms...juz consumed some fattening food...-blehh- next 2 sats no training...no idea.but great, that i will be able to go jogging in e morning! xD okay...my brain juz reminded me to study! so yes,going to study now...=)
[`enjoying`] can you feel the love tonight
mixed feelings.
You're Full of Potential! God loves you and would
like to draw you even closer to Him. He knows
your faults and is ready to forgive you...turn
away from what you know is wrong. Run to the
Lord and ask Him to free you of your sin, to
shake you out of your complacence, to open your
eyes to the needs around you, and to stir you
to take action. God knows you are a good
person. You know God is good. Now, act on that
belief. Don't just live your faith on Sundays
and at certain select times throughout the
week...Live your faith every moment of every
day of your life! Open your heart to Christ and
trust in the Lord! Let your spirit be at peace,
for your foundation is solid. The Lord is as an
everlasting rock of refuge. Keep love always in
your heart, and God's light will shine through
you to the world. :)
What does God want to tell YOU?
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Nokia 7250 suits you the best! You're an average
girl/boy without high expectations in life. You
take whatever that comes your way in your
stride and always remain optimistic and
positive.
Which Nokia Cellphone is Most Suitable for You?
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this morning in e bus was sitting beside shawn, nick's bro in e bus.and this morning i was so eager of getting e set of "The Striats Time" cuz i've already planned to watch "darkness", e show that i've been waiting eagerly to watch it.after finished browsing e cinema section,shawn borrowed e newspaper.and i had already planned of watching what time etc.
CD was boring...i sort-of regret of e lesson that i'd chose.cuz...-sigh- it's a waste of time!! -bahhs- nvm...hmms,tmr NO physics remedial cuz mr leek have to attend course...haha.
ms tan's mood was all so gd this early morning...but when she came for eng lesson,her face DID showed that she might break into tears and she was definitely sad and disappointed in us. -sigh- when she was talking to us i nearly broke into tears...it really wasn't easy for her to take care of my class...but she chose to take up this challenge and to mould our charcter.in everything she does,she does it with trust,respect and she definitely have faith in us.she is definitely a gd teacher. -sigh- felt so sad that we'd let her down...
with faith and trust she took up the challenge,
perseverance with endurance was all she told herself.
troubles and problems kept going to her through all these months,
and finally,
[`enjoying`] ni de yan jing
completed =)
-grins widely- happy.contented.finally i've completed my F&N evalutations and investigative report! haha.hmms,now eating colaslaw.haha.was talking to lisin for e past 10mins?hmms,oohs, today we devotion had our very first practice for e teachers' day performance! haha.and i learnt how to play "right here waiting" with BOTH hands. a great achivement for me.haha.have to practice on e piece of song we are supposed to put up on as i might be e guitarist? haha.felt that though my class had a bad reputation, we've a LOT of talented ppl and musicians...a few guitarist, pianist, drummers, singers, dancers etc. haha.
haha.something struck me juz now.it was some of e actions that ms tan did during e english lessons we had yesterday.there was one action that looks like ethan and one more looked like reagan.i was highly amused when their faces come into my mind.haha.but,i DID control my laughter.and...haha.shan't say one thing =p *shHhh* and yeahx! my baobei guitar returns into e arms of mine again.haha.for 5 days not with me? haha. shall go practice now...
-tired...-
[`enjoying`] to the ends of the earth
as i looked up to the sky above me,
i see a star less sky.
the brightness that had caught my attention was the only moon that had shone itself so beautifully.
it leads my mind and reminded me once again
of the one who created all this is
[`enjoying`] an jing
re-connected to e worLd.
ripped off from reagan's blog.
You are a Brujah. Brujah are often called anarchs.
They've changed much since their earlier times,
probably like you. You might have changed a lot
since before. They are very loud and angry.The
disciplines of the Brujah are Potence, Celerity
and Presence; they suffer more deeply from the
rages of the Beast Within than do most others.
What Type Of Vampire Are You?
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ripped off from piggyx blog.
You have a good imagination, and often exhibit sensitivity to others.
You have plenty of inner ambition, but you need to beware of a tendency toward indecisiveness.
You are a warm hearted person, with much love to give.
There may be times in your life when you give in to feelings of sadness or depression.
You are likely to make decisions based on intuition or feelings rather than intellect. Your emotions sometimes overpower your common sense.
You have a basically strong constitution, and should enjoy good health most of the time.
A major illness or setback is predicted near mid-life. You have the ability to recover from this.
*faints* quite true...haha.
hmms...quite tired now.still have loads of hmw waiting for me to complete...thankGod that my internet is able to work ONCE again! haha.really prayed before on-ing it.cuz need to get stuff and send stuff to my frens...haha.hmms,had 2.4km today.timing was REAL bad. -blehh- i'm gonna re-run!! haha.tmr another long day...-blehh- -rubs my eyes- gonna do my F&N stuff now and catch some sLeep...xD
-can u feel e love tonight?-
[`enjoying`]
a rainy day that freezes me.
-sigh- my hse connection juz can't seem to get right.not even this morning.wonder whether will it be better today as i get home. prayerfully it does.yesterday went to heeren with lisin,fang yi, michelle lin/wong to take neo prints and rushed back to sch for training.was late -sticks out tongue- trained for awhile and it started to rain heavily.so we ended training then.supposed to meet my fren 7pm but we brought it earlier to 6.30pm.know what?i've a feeling that i'll be in e same train as my fren and when i got off e train, there i saw my fren.went studying...completed 85% of my chi wk bk and copied my bio notes.but i didn't manage to complete my maths...was rather freezing in macs.nv thought that my fren would be that lame to play with my phone list --;; and was all enjoying abt e game newly created! -blehh- left ard 9.20pm and decided to take cab home cuz i was rather tired and by e time i reach home,it'll be 10+pm...
-i'm not what i used to be.trust me-
[`enjoying`]
sometimes i wake and wonder how would my day will be
i always look to as a exciting and happy day
but i was wrong...
i'm walking towards a road that i'm never sure
i'm heading towards an end that i've never know
and i know that,
i'm not the same girL anymore...
[`enjoying`] we will glorify
study.study.study.
realized that i'd been playing through e weeks...not even serious in sch work -blehh- CANNOT!! i can't...i'll sure flung it real bad for my common test that is due in 1mth's time? gonna study! study! study! manx.gonna pull my fren whenever i can to study...*winks* haha.so happy.saw my sHeePx online and chatted with her...and yeah! she coming for cg...xD
[`enjoying`] i'm held by your love
phs = poly life.
hmms,woken up by xT's call.haha.then talked to her for awhile then decided to wake up.cuz have to study for tmr's F&N test.now chatting with paLx online and realized that act. my high sch life + church stuff is sth similar to poly's lifestyle.i guess that now everyday i'll reach home rather nitex time.monday have touch typing course which starts at 3.30pm and ends ard 5pm! there's a break for 1hr 30mins.then tuesday end sch at 6pm due to training.wed or thurs have cg and fri have guitar lesson.hectic manx.then i left with sunday to enjoy my life...but sometimes due to assignments,my sunday is also tight down. -blehh- today my fren pang seh me again! -grr- said wanna study in e end go have dinner with friendz...very gd friend i had ar...-blehh- act. gotto zhao very soon...gotto study! yeahx! tmr having training...haha.muz enjoy and really CANNOT skip training anymore...cuz i'd let down my teacher due to e many absents in my cca. -sigh- felt so sad...-sigh-
-F&N test...-
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
when it has reached the end of e day,
i asked myself "what have i done?"
i stopped and think,
i hesistated for a moment...
and realized that i hadn't do much.
i asked myself why did i let my day,my time fly so fast?
i couldn't answer.
i started to regret of letting it go from my hand...
and i started chasing it...
i chased for a distance...
and came to realized that
[`enjoying`]
thoughts came in and out of my mind
it makes me so confuse...
the surrounding...the people
my mind is leading me astray...
into a world that i've never been before
-breathes-
can i just walk out of everything?
[`enjoying`] colors of the wind
fully awake.
"Dm" the saddest chord in the history of
music, you must cry yourself to sleep every
night...
What Guitar Chord Are You?
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well well.-looks at time- hmms,surprised that i'm online?hmms,not that i nv sLp.i DID sLp.and i woke up at a gd time of 4.15am,lying on bed thinking shld i juz continue sLeeping or wake up to study...so well,guess u can figure out e answer uh? hmms,went to sLp real early yesterday after reach home without even on-ing e comp. and do some editing to e templates.sorry.haha.hmms,thinking of going to jog in this gd morning but i doubt my parents will allow cuz it's simply dark outside.well,i've finished studying my chi test.cg404 meet is 4pm. haha.think i'll go early to rix hse to study.prayerfully that someone will be there so that i wouldn't have to be lock outside of e hse.
was doing my journal juz now...and e topic was "i am the happiest when i am..." well,there's a LOT of things that can make me e happiest jiayi i could ever be...=)
*add ons
-blehh- indeed i'm right,my dad didn't allow me to go for jog in e early morning. wells,i've to be understanding to this kind of situation cuz,now is PRETTY dark out there and i'm jogging ALONE. haha.hmms,prayerfully that i can jog tonight when i return home from seed meet =) -thinks- i still have 30mins before i set off to sch... but...all i have to do now is to bathe and to put on my nice uniform and it doesn't takes 30mins that long...so act.i'm juz wasting my time now...haha...
[`enjoying`] ni de yan jing
The name Jiayi creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. This name does offer creative talent where there is the opportunity for ingenuity and originality. You have a tendency, at times, to have too many ideas on the go, and thus your efforts are scattered and many things do not reach completion. You are inclined to do to excess the things you like to do. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems. Tension could cause nervous disorders, or centre in the head bringing weaknesses in the eyes, ears, sinuses, or teeth.
[`enjoying`] your love is beautiful
a new template for nothing.
ripped off from reagan's blog.
Congratulations, you are like Archie. You are
irresistable. You have that charm that makes
girls/boys melt and wabbily in the knees.
What Archie Comics Character Are You?
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haha.i felt so *diaOz* cuz i spent my morning designing a new template and later realized that my blog changed not long ago...so maybe e template that i'd juz designed might not be used at all. haha.but nvm.inspiration will come to me very soon.haha.think i shouldn't waste my sunday.so i shall study later and do my journal. haha.
-nothing to do...-
[`enjoying`] everything's alright
wonderful morning =)
wow! what a wonderful i had! though now is still considered early cuz it's only 9+am,but e passed half an hr i felt so fresh! hehe.and yeahx! i went for jogging!! xD *cLaPz to myself* haha.today is e 2nd day that i'd started jogging! really pray that i can maintain it! hehe. hmms,ran to and fro with only a short 180 pulse rate interval.haha. and i was amazed by myself cuz i nv stop.haha.God is helping me! ahaha...hmms,woke up ard 6+am and discovered that i'd 4 unread sms and i went O_O haha.then i replied them at 6+am. *kuku* me. ahaha.and ceLine was woken up by e sms that i'd replied her. haha. too bad~!! xD then we started sms at ard 7+am and guess what?! she went back to her turtle land --;; -blehh- and somehow i was thinking a lot of things so can't get back to sLp.so decided to come online and to go for jogging! hehe.i felt so free from my mood swing compared to last nitex! xD i'm perfectly alright now...and hmms, haha. h@ppy 16th b!r+hd@y to both my sHeePx and qUeeN of c@ts!! haha...xD ohh wells,have to help ceLine find info already...haha.
+faith!
i can move a mountain
i can do all things through Christ
i know
faith!
standing and believing
i can do all things through Christ
who strengthens me+
...this song soOoOo nice...e bass...e electric guitar...*faints* soOoOo nice!! xD
[`enjoying`] circle of life
i'm thinking...
i'm feeling...
i'm letting e memories runs through my mind again...
that lets my heart filled with happiness...
[`enjoying`] can you feel the love tonight
sitting at a corner i see and was filled with feelings.
service was ggrreeaatt!! xD though missed a tiny miny part of e short-film which i -sigh- sad...but it's alright...hmms, after prayer meet went eat at e 1st level then went to heeren there to evax.grp together with rain and nemo.we managed to get 3 girLx down but e sad thing is that they left service at 5pm cuz one of e them had to rush home.yeahx! and wan xian turned up for service! but she left early too. cuz she'd to reach home by 6pm.so i was like e only kuku one running up and down at nexus when everyone is watching e short-film. sermon was great too xD oohs.i returned to service during a part which i find it very touching...that was when daniel pursued his dream,his passion.that really melts my heart...after service had dinner with my grp.but act. is with nemo only.haha.then went off to meet celine to pass her disc and went home with nemo.haha...indeed i enjoyed playing with nemo at starhub center when i was trying so hard to complete my sending of that picx to my email...haha.and we literally being very rough! ahaha...i felt very *diaOz* when i received one sms from my fren when i was at starhub.i went --;; when i read e sms.haha...-looks at time- it's EARLY for me to be at home on saturday nitex! haha...
-smiLe- really like e part when ethan and reagan played e solo part...it's so nice...now then i realized that bass sound soOoOo nice!! shall appreciate it...xD
[`enjoying`] colors of the wind
jogging!
-grins widely- FINALLY i'm serious abt going jogging! haha...didn't turn up training cuz dun wanna to expose to sun which will later lead me to fever.but pulled myself up and went jogging ard my hse here xD so happy...if i could do that each time i'm free...hehe...did my push-ups...haha.oops! yesterday forget to do sit-ups!! -blehh- hmms,now chatting with paLx in MSN and i rememebered that i'd forgotten how to blog abt yesterday's assembly!! -blahh- shall blog it now...hahah...
yesterday assembly,all those grps going for SYF performed and i find that e band is simple and nice...xD *cLaPz to band* followed by choir which i think that e first song is nice..."Cai Cah" haha...forgotten e han yu pin yin already! -blehh- -thumbs up to e dance!- it's nice!! and pearlyn looked so beautiful...-grins- if i'm not wrong e theme was "Out of the darkness" which i think they really dance out...hehex...so nice...
[`enjoying`] lord most high
bad day -sigh-
-sigh- today was quite a bad day for me...was on e DOT for sch together with bella... luckily no punishment cuz was on e DOT.didn't have much lessons today cuz most of e teachers were busy with e stuff.so had 3 periods free.wasn't feeling that well throughout e day...was feeling kinda sick.had typing course after sch...felt so --;; cuz i already know how to type already...with me this kind of person everyday come online to blog and chat of cuz can type fast larr.hahah...so i rushed through e course by typing very fast and got over 95% so i left e class early! xD took a cab down to penguinnie's hse.expected myself to reach by 4pm...but guess what?e taxi driver didn't know how to go and i was kind of blur so we got lost and both was so irritated...so i juz alight at hougang and i paid a gd nice $9! -blehh- waste my money...called and pengunnie and thanks to penguinnie and shifu who guilded me to her hse! xD and guess what?i'm so blur...i thought penguinnie's hse is at e opp. of e bus-stop that i'd alighted and i waited at e traffic light for quite long until i turned round and saw e sign "St. Heliers Ave" !! -blehh- and i was super --;; when i realized that i was that blur!! -grr- can't stand myself manx...and know what?before reaching penguinnie's hse i was feeling rather fustrated and was very tempted to use vulgarities...but i repented when i was standing at e traffic lights there... -cheers- and it was drizzling when i was standing at e traffic lights there.and finally i reached penguinnie's hse...haha.learnt new strumming...shall practice it xD after that e guys was all playing pool...haha.seems like they really enjoyed playing pool. and guess what? xt and piggyx was running around e hse...haha.to me,they really enjoyed chasing each other.haha.and piggyx so mean!! hit my stomach and say that i'm fat...-blehh- i know i fat...haha...everyone took turn to use e comp. and we were ALL highly amused by piggyx comment on reagan that he looks like tintin. penguinnie's bro, amused us by calling cassian as "Mr St. Gab's Guy!", shifu, "Mr Funny Guy" and reagan, "Guy!" hahah...all of our eyes go O_O and burst out into laughters...haha...hmms,sorryxT for delaying e time of going home...and i'm not angry at anything on e journey home.juz that wasn't feeling well and didn't want to talk much. yup yup.and girLx,i still LLoovvEE u okay? -hugs- i still enjoy walking in e rain...too bad today e only time was when walking to e bus-stop.
-double sigh- my fever is ON OFF kind...and having flu and sorethroat...how bad can it be manx...
-calls out to "Mr St. Gab's Guy!" ! -highly amused- -
[`enjoying`] shi jie mo ri
it captured me within a few seconds that all i could think of was u
-sigh- was woken up by my mum's call.then realized that it was 9+pm.thought that she'll reached home ard 9+pm but to my dismay,she reached home ard 10+pm.woke up and did some calling...wan xian is coming. prayerfully that weifen will come too.and they'll really come to know God...-prays hard- tmr will be a very pack day for me.having lessons till 3.45pm or rather 4pm. -strain my ear- my mum is cooking?! hahah...i haven't had my dinner yet...okay,back to e topic.hmms,and didn't expect wan teng to sLp so early...prays that tmr she'll share cab with me after our lessons.haha.yeahx! tmr taking bella dad's car.haha...so can wake up late! thanksbella. char wanted me to go swimming with her but it seems like my day is so pack already... still had a feeling of sick within me...-sigh- was chatting with paLx this afternoon when i was browsing through e net for polyringtones... and i downloaded "shi jie mo ri" and when i woke up i had e crave of listening to jay chou's song...
[`enjoying`] ni yao de ai
sick.
ohh wells,had been infront of e comp. for 5hrs -sigh- luckily that my eyes won't be easily tired.woke up at 7am to sms hanis that i'm not going sch.went back to sLp and sms-es from diff. ppl juz came in as i was sleeping. woke up at 9+am and started to fiddle with e comp. was quite fustrated when i couldn't get e template right but now it's done! xD heez...had a very bad sore throat this morning when i woke up,was sneezing yesterday nitex and had a slight fever when i was awake today.today is e first day of sch for jay voon.hahah... -sigh- sad...my sHeePx can't turn up for cg cuz mdm liu last min asked her to stay back to do some stuff. -prays hard- that she can turn up for service.oh well,i'm really sick.not fake one....tmr returning back to sch...having guitar lesson at penguinnie's hse.having sch till 3.45pm if i'm not wrong. think i'll suggest of taking cab together with 'bro' and wan teng to penguinnie's hse! hehex... xD paLx having sch till 5.15pm...mummy working till 8pm...-sigh- means i'll be stay at home alone till 9+pm...and nobody to talk to...hp now so quiet -blehh-
-headache-
[`enjoying`] can you feel the love tonight
rainbow.
beautiful sight that we'd caught out of surprise.
yesterday was an easy day to pass with 5 periods of F&N,2 maths lesson and 3 periods of ms tan's lesson.didn't have any training.it will only resume this sat.went to esplanade library and all i browse was e violin section.yes,i learnt violin before and i dropped it when i was primary 6.was filled with regret and e urge to take up again.not that to compete but i still like violin.stopped at grade 3.went up to e rooftop after visiting e library.felt so wonderful when i'm at e rooftop,closing my eyes and let nothing disturb me...i simply let e gentle wind blew my face.went to walk at suntec then and went back to esplanade.can't access to e rooftop cuz it rained earlier and left e rooftop wet i guess.sat by e river and enjoy e smell of e water...it was juz so wonderful -smiLes-
[`enjoying`] e sound of e footsteps
carrot cake.
hmms,now at F&N class.juz finished my test and know what?teacher tested us on a LOT of questions that she haven't even teach us yet! -grr- and she dun believe what i said.hmms,nvm,my classmates all believe me.and she juz announced that she'll give us another test on vitamins another week. yeahx.juz finished downloading MSN6.0! hahah.okay,have to start doing my evaluation pretty soon.juz now we baked carrot cake and i guess that pearlyn's and mine's taste e nicest!! heez...so happy...today seems so easy to past e time in class lidat.hahah...having debate later during eng lesson but none of my grp ppl prepared...
-debate!!-
[`enjoying`] can't you feel the love tonight
-wonders- abt myself.
hmms,went O_O when i explored other's blog and found new links.hahah.emailed yanyan juz now.dad juz opened e door and was O_O how come i haven't sLp when tmr i've to attend sch.okay, going to sLp soon.seed was quite sicky today cuz jay voon,kay joo and me was sneezing all e way. hahah.after seed met nemo to have dinner with her together with paLx.they ate,but not me. reached home ard 9pm and took a bath and had my dinner.one WHOLE bowl of vegetables!! *yums* ohhs wells, juz have to STOP eating.not sure whether does lemon juice cuts down fat but won't stop drinking,juz incase it does.hahah.i CAN'T grow horizontally ANYMORE.juz dun like it.ohhs wells,i still rem. my goaL.hahah.tmr there's no training till this sat. -sigh- am thinking when can i go swimming...think i better go sLp now...eLse tmr sure die during F&N lesson.
-colors of e wind...-
[`enjoying`] big big world
i ask myself why am i feeling this way now
i question my tears why does it fall so easily
i threw myself into situation where i'll think deeply
i hate myself for being so emotional
i dislike myself of thinking so much at times
i wonder if i would allow myself to commit e same mistakes
-breathes-
can i stop all e things that i'm thinking now?
-look up-
see e One that is up there?
yes,i see.
i know He is there,
juz UP there
-close my eyes-
in my mind it juz show e times that i'm totally amused
and my feeling squeezes my heart so hard that leads me into difficult breathing
-thinks-
e amusing times are juz so fun and nice
[`enjoying`] kai shi dong le
sweet or sour?
You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.
What feeling do you represent?
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hahah...i'm still amused by this sentence "sweet or sour"...where got sour popcorns?! hahah...act. had a hard time waking up cuz i was quite tired.but still managed to pull myself up.-wonders- what are e hmws i've to complete...but seems like i can't think of any.e only thing i could think of is to study for my F&N test...so gonna start studying at 12noon. need to reach rix's hse by 4.15pm.seed meet is at 5pm...so i guess that i'll reach home ard 7+pm...hahah.shall go practice my guitar now and start my hmw...xD
-sweet or sour?! hahaha...-
[`enjoying`] spirit touch your church
the twins effect
quite tired now...today was quite a eventful day?left e hse this morning at 10.50am lidat.supposingly to meet buddyz 11am at sembawang mrt station.but her fren was late.so we met up at 12noon instead.went to sembawang park to play volleyball for a very short while.hahah.then went to sun plaza to have lunch and then sit down and talk...after that walked ard at sun plaza and her fren went off for tuition...so we sat at e station and had our casual talk.left e station at ard 5.27pm cuz i met my fren at junction 8 to watch "the twins effect". quite a nice show...quite funny too.act. thought it would be a boring show but then it turned out to be quite nice...e show is really nice!! go catch it!! my fren really amused me BIG time today before buying pop-corns...
my fren: do you want pop-corns?
me: -shake and nods-
my fren: u want sweet or sour?
me: -laughs-
ohh gosh...i was totally amused!! hahah...my fren so funny!! throughout e show it came some parts and i was like telling my fren some stuff.hahah...and there's this "darkness" movie which is coming out soon!! and i was captured by e short advertisment!! gosh...i'm juz gonna catch this show!! it's a horror show... and for ppl who knows me well should know that i enjoy watching horror movie!! xD it's so nice...-sigh- was trying hard to find "darkness" through e net but seems lk i can't get any information!! -grr- *sObx* went ard to walk after e movie...was act. feeling that my hand was cold.my right hand is colder than my left hand.hahah...n both of us was taking escalator up and i asked my fren where are we going...my fren joked and said "go back and see what movie we can catch again" hahah...--;;
-darkness!!-
[`enjoying`] your love is beautiful
fun!!
ohhs my.this song is juz soOoOo nice!! heard them practising juz now after service for tmr's combine core team meeting! hahah.it sounded juz so nice...e electric guitar!! -ssccrreamx-
had a great time at istana park.we played "scavenger hunt" and my grp consists of jiong yao,lee jun, dave,ding cheun,bella and me so nice...haha.in e midst of finding e food we still have time to crap!! haha.went to e kopitiam to find e food that we needed and we saw jun xiong,jacob,geoffrey(or e twin?) and one more dunno who.then dave was like asking jun xiong to buy e egg that we needed. hahah.then we went UPs and DOWNs in PS to find e things that we needed.hahah.so corny.and lee jun ran till he was out of breath. but we really enjoyed e game =) after that went down for service and half way worship i went out to pick up my sHeePx. heez...she brought grace!! though she was a Christian but can see that my sHeePx really want to spread e Love of God.praise was kind of slow? hahah...but nevertheless,praise and worship was great!! xD and sermon was great too!! "Spirit Touch Your Church" really touches my heart to serve Him even harder! talked to dawn after service and went off together with my grp to have dinner!! so happy...now i've been spending MORE time with them...and we indeed had a HARD time finding tables to sit.hahah.act. found 3 but 1 took over by outsider and e other took over by cassian!! -grr- -bishes him- then we find other tables...and somehow i was very fustrated when i can't get my guitar in tune...and got irritated somehow *shucks* have to improve in this area. but thankspiggyx that she spent time to help me get it in tune and also to puay and xT.and finally my guitar was in tune...was very tempted to juz throw my guitar on e floor.after evaluating went home with ee voon, kayjoo,meiting and nemo.first time went home with them. hahah.shocked right?hahah...quite tired now...was chatting with dawn juz now...then chat with others...hahah...*ywans* gonna sLp real soon...
+spirit touch Your church
stir the hearts of men
revive us Lord
with Your passion once again
i want care for others
like Jesus cares for me
let Your rain fall upon me+
-yes God...want to be more like You-
[`enjoying`] your love is beautiful
crappy nitex
heez...wake up not long ago.somehow i juz doze off to sLp yesterday nitex without realising...haha.sLept ard 1.45am i guess.both of us was SIMPLY crapping.haha.of cuz larr.with paLx what u expect?! hahah...so corny.i woke up then i was thinking of e bar-chords already.hahah.guitar mad --;; then i was like telling her
me: i want to play guitar...
paLx: play larr..
me: ur sister still sleeping...
paLx: -opens e door to check- and guess what? she kanah shocked by her sis cuz when she opene e door her sis said hi to her... hahaha...
later leaving hse ard 11am...wonders need to bring guitar...haha. yeahx! later got northeast gathering and got food.haha.great. heez...this song is sOoOoOo nice!! e electric guitar part xD haha...go play guitar already!! xD
-crappy us...hahah-
[`enjoying`] heez...shuzhen talking.hahah.
guitar lesson is fun! =)
haha.now paLx standing beside me making her hair!! --;; hahah.had a great day! hmms,hahah.sLept throughout e second part of my geo. lesson.then during chi lesson also get scolded twice! -grr- hmms,had youth day celebration!! and e sch ended 15mins EARLIER! haha.for once.and e sch treated us ice-cream!! heez...mrs goh also gave us a crunchy chocolate! after sch went with bella to meet jeannie to pass her e jersey and met piggyx to go her hse! reached her hse and her mum was at home.her mum was really generous.always order KFC when we go over to her hse for guitar lesson.thanksauntie! hmms,i'm able to play e left hand side of "colors of the wind" so happy...heez...i'm e first study of e day.haha.learn sth new!! heez... and i really DID learn sth today.so now muz memorise e chords so that shifu can teach me more.learnt a new set of chords for worship!
went to paLx hse after that and i waited for e bus quite long.saw reagan when i was abt to board e bus.he rushed off to meet jacob.was quite worried when i was in e bus cuz i wasn't sure which stop to alight...nv been to paLx hse before.BUT,here i am,typing out this entry!! heez.had guitar lesson juz now with jason from AWAM also.learnt sth too.heez...so today quite fruitful...learnt a LOT of things.hahah.was quite panicked juz now when i couldn't contact my sHeePx but praise God that i could get her in e end!! xD and i'm really happy that she is bringing friends tmr!! xD go sHeePx!! u can spread e love of God to everyone!! xD really very happy for u!!
hmms,tmr no training!! hahah.so can sLp late. -sigh- still muz improve my attitude towards improving my guitar skills!! xD now so disney-sy.hahah.listening to "can you feel the love tonight"...great song! heez...yeahx! nx monday NO NEED to attend sch!! hahah.cuz it's youth day! hahah...so gonna maximise my day manx!! yeahx! sunday going to play badminton with celine!! hahah...okay,gotto go eat potato chips already!! xD hahah...
-fruitful day! =) -
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
with joy.
-jumps around- yeahx!! tmr going to paLx hse to stay over!! xD heez...finally!! hahah...and sat there's NO training..so,yeahx! now playing online game with jay voon.hahah...oohs! muz rem. to bring her sweater!! hmms,seems like gonna have a LOT of things to bring? -sigh- shall go pack my back then...tmr bringing guitar.and hmms, later shall pack!! xD
-*meows* around-
[`enjoying`] dreams
do u understand me? well,i don't.
hahah...that's kinda funny.
woke up at 6.05am.-wonder- what happened to my hp.it doesn't seem working somehow in some ways.hahah. hmms,enjoyed myself during english lesson.we had role-play and we discuss abt nx week's debate!! and was sort-of debating with wen cong abt class-fund.all ms tan did was saying that i'd made a gd point and said that i'm gd at debating.therefore,my grp members put me as 2nd speaker.hahah...debate abt class-fund can larr.but abt "manners cannot be taught"? somehow seems hard but e opponent seems easy to be defeated.haha.shall give my best manx!! haha.debate's on next tues.debating against wen cong's team. -eyes tired- went for character development(CD) lesson and sort-of learnt sth new!! hehex.last min. no shepherding...went down to sportslink and get myself e addidas cap that i liked.hehex.went to rix hse to look for paLx and join them for cg!! my sHeePx went...so happy.but she seems rather sad.cg was quite okay...juz a few distraction here and there. hahah.had evaluation after that and it was rather fast!! hahax...cuz paLx had to rush off to meet her dad.went off together with her and had a short chat.haha. *sObx* found out that my guitar bag had a 2 finger HOLE!! oohs,met seafood,luanz and phiax when crossing e road to e station and they was like saying that i looked MORE like ray with my cap on!! -sigh- and luanz was trying to take off my cap.i also kanah bullied by yu qian from north c!! -grr- thought cap could salvage my hair but in e end get bullied also!! :( hmms,my baby nemo took a picx of me!! hahah...
today chi lesson was funny!! haha...was quite amused by cheng long,vanda and a few more.hmms,tmr having guitar lesson!! hehex...muz really give my 100% concentration when learning then can play well.
this is e papa nemo!! hahaha...
only when i'm in my busy world,
will i not be reminded of e memories,
but i didn't throw it away,
i simply let it rest there,
[`enjoying`] kai shi dong le(sun yanzi)
let e past rest in my mind.
hahah...in a quizzie mood now...xD
was listening to this song a moment ago.now listening to "wo yao de xin fu"...hahah.but sun yanzi.my fav. singer!! xD
today was a real hilarious day for me!! xD during chi. lesson,e new teacher chen lao shi came in,yeahx.ALONE. e story starts...
felicia: "qi li"
dude-ttes: -stand-
felicia: "xing li"
dude-ttes: everyone greeted her as "shen lao shi wu an" without realizing that we greeted her wrongly! -i looked ard- and asked my fren what did we juz greeted and my fren say "dunno"
chen lao shi: make us greet again as she realized that some nv greet her
dude-ttes: realized that chen lao shi didn't know that we greeted her wrongly and ALL of us greeted her even LOUDER with e WRONG surname!! -laughs out loud-
chen lao shi: punished vanda and joan for sitting down before she gives e command -______-""
wen cong + cheng long: "class ALL stand and greet her again" -laughters-
chen lao shi: why ALL stand? i only want e BOTH of them to stand
background info for e following scenes...
when teacher stepped into e class,she asked for e AVA person and wen cong raised his hand.se gave him some instructions and he sat down. (continue...)
chen lao shi: -looks at wen cong- and asked "are u wen cong?" (obviously she'd forgotten) then wen cong replied "nope" and he pointed to cheng long and says that he is "wen cong" and wen cong says that he is cheng long.
hahah...and teacher was being tricked and mistaken cheng long as wen cong and she talked to "wen cong"...
dude-ttes: -everyone laughs aloud-
chen lao shi: realized that sth is wrong and asked reina for "wen cong's" name and she found that cheng long is NOT wen cong
teacher asked "wen cong" what's his name and he said...
cheng long: "i'm cong tou"
dude-ttes: -laugh out loud-
chen lao shi: asked cheng long to read e passage and cheng long fake himself as a shianghai-nees(wrong spelling) and started reading with a shianghai accent
dude-ttes: -laughs-
then mr sim,our chi teacher looked from outside of e window and we all became very goody...haha.cuz we respected him a LOT.hahah.therefore,cheng long stopped his shianghai accent and reads aloud properly.
felicia: "qi li"
felicia: "xing li"
dude-ttes: everyone greeted mr sim aloud with a mischivious smile on e face and sat down.
jason: was trying to make fun of e teacher...hahah.it was corny xD (btw,he sit beside me and i was rather amused)
guo wen: "i think she 1 week later say "bye bye" already" (was telling zhen xiong,jason,me and terance. (me) -laughs-
mr sim: tells chen lao shi he'll teach as he started e topic
dude-ttes: -lets out a mischivious laughter-
chen lao shi: sat down and gave a :/ smile -______-""
-end-
it was so hilarious if u were there to see...and we was saying that she is more like a security guard than a teacher! hahah...she juz kept walking up and down during class...
sch released and saw helen,wan teng and "bro" at e vending machine...and helen and wan teng laughed when they saw my hair...while me and "bro" was hugging...hahah.took bus 86 together with "bro" and we was talking abt e sec1s.reached rix hse and saw bruce and some north d's sisters.hahah.joanne, amelia and christine saw my haircut and they went O_O hahaha...expected larr.cg was quite okay...juz that i've to practice more for worship!! have to learn to memorise e chords rather than keep on looking at it.have to take note :) cuz i kept on playing a few wrong chords or was rather slow which i'm quite particular abt it cuz i go after perfection when playing for P&W.heez...of cuz i've to allow God to lead me when i playing P&W!! xD sermon's activity was great!! heez...and we had a phototaking session after CG!! xD went off together with paLx and kay joo.had some small talks while talking...hahah...really enjoyed being with my grp ppL!! xD
oohs.listening to "tao wang" by sun yanzi...hahah.yeahx!! -filled with joy- tmr my sHeePx going cg!! xD so happy... today no hmw...but have to study for tmr's F&N test which is after sch.yeahx.wanna glorify God!! xD hmms,left my baobei guitar at rix hse for paLx to use for P&W tmr!! xD -wonders why debbie still haven't call me- hahah...
-hilarious chinese lesson i had!-
[`enjoying`] the voice of my classmate
height and weight!! -sigh-
hmms,now having social studies.and mr lau eat into mrs choy's lesson.hmms,came into e IT lab and after awhile e bell rang --;; what a great thing.hahah.signed in to msn ans saw rachel.hahah...after awhile taking height and weight...-prays hard- ohh wells,today's lesson seems quite easy to pass...xD
-i feel like i'm falling,over and over in love with You,it's not juz a feeling,but i know that He is real-
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
rejoice in every circumstances.
Are You Naughty or Nice?
oohs...gues it's quite true...
hmms,tmr not leading sermon discussion anymore.told debbie that i've not prepare yet,haven't practice P&W and i'm caught up with hmw...hmms,i've decided to BUY a cap to wear to service...don't stop me.juz dun want my hair to become a joke...!! hahaha...well,if u've notice,i'll cover my hair whenever i'm at large crowds. hahah.and yes,i'm gonna practice P&W now...completed my exercise except for sit-ups.shall do before i sLp!! xD
-cap.cap.cap-
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
why e sudden emotion?
God really blessed me this 2 days.yesterday was abt e assignments that had been postpone 1 week later.and today was e F&N test which is postpone 2 days later!! heez...God really blessed me and answered my prayers.tmr i'm e guitarist for both P&W and leading sermon d first part.juz finished doing my maths hmw.act. e sums i'd done it yesterday when teacher was teaching.was act. sleeping when mr sim teach us e strategy on how to play during matches.heez...felt so sleepy when in classroom.ohh wells,if u go ard reading st nicx ppl's blog,u shld know by then that they're doing this e-learning thingy.have a few things to complete before i can sLp...
-complete F&N investigative task
-practice P&W
-send char e lyrics of "graduation" through SMS
-confirm with my sheep e cg day and time
-spend QT
-sigh- tmr taking height and weight...:( neither tall nor light.
[`enjoying`] sometimes
and i've shifted =)
``memories at 11:37 pm
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
stewpid jason!
-bishes- to jason who disturbed my conversation with debbie in my dream! "!@#%#!" literally e call came in and it juz dashed through e dream! but anyway,sms-es came along after that! -blehh- have no idea what to do now...but i know i've to study.and i guess my headache is coming BACK again...-sigh- oohs,i've completed downloading e song "i was made to praise You"! so if anyway wants,come look for me xD
``memories at 9:26 pm
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
headaches.
you shed tears of joy. you are a happy person who
doesn't let the bad things in life get you
down. good for you!
What kind of tears do you shed?
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-sigh- recently i kept on having headaches...or sometimes even migrane.what shld i do...e pain is killing me.was sleeping from e 2nd period of eng all e way to end of sch.didn't went for touch typing course cuz e pain was killing me...it was on off on off...after sch went swimming though.amazingly,throughout my 20 laps,i didn't have headaches at all! -wonders- how come?! it is weird though.oh wells,tmr having e 5items for NAPHA(forget how to spell)! think it'll start ard 4pm or 4.30pm...after that going for training! heez...mr sim has spoke through my heart.he said "don't treat training as another thing.come because u want to learn and u enjoy!"...this sentence stabbed into my heart straight.oohs! my dinner arrived already! haha.bread + luncheon meat.that's my dinner...haha.thanksdad! later gotto study for tmr maths test and have to complete F&N decision making! -sigh- i pray that tmr my headache won't come again.
everything is moving so fast that i'm blinded by the surrounding
and all i could see was you.
``memories at 6:43 pm
Sunday, July 27, 2003[`enjoying`] more of you,lord
e beauty that was captured in my heart.
have u captured it?
``memories at 9:34 pm
[`enjoying`] faith
As friends cross your path,
They turn your gloom into smiles.
The sun changes darkness into light.
Friends lighten your darkest way.
You get the feeling of nature's renewing cycle.
Friends renew your hope for everlasting love.
Friends that stand behind you,
Assure you that it's impossible to be alone.
Nature's wondrous way of entertainment,
Gives you insight into nature's excitement.
Friends entertain you with their caring,
They allow you the insight for love.
As with nature and all it has to offer,
You will always have something to hold close.
The friendships you build and let grow,
Give you everlasting hope for the future.
Thank you for being my guiding light,
my comfort,my friend.
yesterday was a great day for northeast! prayer meet was really great and sermon really spoke to me of some areas of my life that i've to change =) shall apply them! during e break we went to cuppage basement 2 and played volleyball! haha.nice! we was all on fire for e chalet! ahaha...after service all met at somerset mrt station and headed off to pasir ris! to e chalet that all of us have been waiting for very long! *pengz* not long ago juz came home from chalet! nice nice =) though it was only 2 day 1 nitex,ALL of us indeed enjoyed! and we all do our own things, play our own games! haha. started off e nitex by playing volleyball with b. jon,daryl and nicholas? can't rem. who was beside b. jon.haha.then later dave, aaron and walmond join us too! ahaha...we played and decided to head off to find e basketball court but we can't find it...so went to cheers with dawn,maria and paLx! ahaha...then came back and went with rain,dave,nicholas and shawn to find e basketball court but ended up rain and me have to pick up e soccer ball for 2 little brothers(shawn and nicholas)...then we went back and we started to play card games,eat e BBQ food...jun huang,yi quan,phiax,jeremy and some more was eagerly helping all of us to cook e food...haha. and jun huang name e chicken according to e ranks --;; then paLx and i ate and talked at e same time...enjoyed! then after that went off to play with nicholas and tarren again! ahaha.we kept on playing volleyball...eustence joined us too! and nicolas nv failed to amuse me with his laughters! so amusing...hehex...and yepx,we didn't sLp throughout e nitex...and yeahx! this morning went to see sunrise with dawn,'bro' and rain! nice nice -grins- we literally climbed out of e fence.haha.it was corny manx while we was climbing...but we managed to! xD *melted* e scene was so so nice...came back and my unit went off together...so i was holding my camera and i snapped e scene when most of e ppl juz woke up with e blur looked and for bros whose hair are NOT spike up!! haha.then snap my 2 little bro...ahaha.really treat aaron and nicholas my little bro...so cute! ahaha.hmms,now listening to "rise up and praise him"...nice song! paLx and me was humming and singing this song through these 2 days! with our own instruments! ahaha... oohs.and b. jon was so funny when he was playing guitar...ohh wells,got another set of chords for "God of Wonders"...haha. -jumps around- northeast have FOUND our OWN regional centre!! *cLaPz to God!* He really answered our prayers specifically...!! and we can move in on monday! xD
ohhs.learnt more abt different kind of people while watching sunrise...=) -blehh- i was so tired that i act. MISSED e mrt stop that i'm SUPPOSED to alight!! felt so *diaOx*
*encouraged by
jeremiah::for sharing ur powerful testimony though i wasn't able to listen e full story.but ur testimony have really encouraged me aLOT! xD
jun huang::ur testimony have also impacted me! u're right..."no ground is hard to pioneer" ! it hits my heart! xD
kay joo::ur spirit in wanting to spread e gospel have really touched me deep down! amen! phs CAN be c-o-n-q-u-r-e-d!
*add ons
sihan::though it was a short talk but learnt sth from u also! u took captive of ur thoughts which is e area i've to grow in! :)
as the sky was still in the darkness,
i strolled by the road and breathe in the fresh air,
the air that He'd given me every single day.
quietly,i sat down and looked into the sea,
and i've noticed the changes that took place above,
the burning orange that had fought itself to break out from the darkness.
at that moment,
my heart was captured by the beautiful scenery...
and it'd paint the most beautiful painting in my heart.
``memories at 10:59 am
Friday, July 25, 2003[`enjoying`] everything i own
i've to be a more understanding girLx.
this is e song that my class gonna sing for teachers' day! nice song...=) too bad,due to my pack schedule,i can't work together with them.-sad- anyway,had a fun time today though! was on e mrt and listening to my discman.then my fren sms-ed me and somehow there's a few sms-es that came in together.thought i would have dinner with my fren but in e end nv...nahx.it's alright.have to be understanding -smiLe- today i REALLY took mrt.cuz usually i take mrt is always in e hectic manner...nv really enjoy.as ur know,from khatib to yck is quite a l o n g distance...and as i was listening to e discman,i enjoyed e scenery! was in this train that was rather empty...yeps.so juz allowed my thoughts to run...alighted at somerset and saw dehui! haha.that was corny...cuz i thought she'd sth on that's why she'll reach at 7.30pm.okay,bus 16 was REALLY packed! and with e traffic flow,we reached office at ard 7.25pm?! then started printing stats and left office ard 8.20pm? yeps.chatted with dehui on e way and we dropped by breadtalk to get a bread each.was listening to discman together with her and she fell asLeep...think she's really tired...so asked her to lie on my shoulder.haha.then i turned e volume rather loud and i juz stared in daze,thinking alot of things...on my way home in bus 806 also...haha.okays,gotto go pack my back for tmr's chalet and have to sLp...shepherding at 8.45am! ahaha...
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
is it true?
things are changing...it isn't e same as last time...we're all busy with our own stuff.staying in our own world. and all i yearn was e very day when we get together and reminisce on our sweet little moments we had when we was young.
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
but,i believe in this.
``memories at 10:45 pm
[`enjoying`] zhen xin hua
"i do too you know."
nice words that comes out from celine's heart =) it juz make me -beams- upon this 5 words.was humming this song as i was walking from yishun mrt station to e interchange...it's a nice song! *repeat e song* haha.today was quite a tiring day for me...i've no idea why.sLp quite early and i had at least 7hrs of sLp? hmms,sLp during eng,chi and recess.haha.now still quite tired...-blehh- evening time going to office to print stats...=) -rubs eyes- today social studies lesson was corny...cuz wen cong and zisheng anyhow say go IT room so e whole class packed e bag and went all e way down to 1st level and mr lau wasn't there.it's obvious cuz he didn't ask us to go IT room.then some went to 2nd floor while some went to 3rd level.in e end we went to hall early! ahaha...and guess what?we're e LAST class to settle down --;; *faints* oohs,borrowed e nike bag from irene for tmr's chalet cuz i dun have bag to use already...then hui xin took e OP bag that char had lent me...she wanna use for 1 WEEK! -wonders- does irene wanna lend me her nike bag for 1 week anot...haha.shall go catch some rest now then later go out...
ohhs.today during assembly those few questions really hits my heart real hard. -wonders- okay...i've areas to change... shall do sth abt it! =)
trust is the thing that i'd given you...
have everything changed?
i've no idea...
maybe i'm thinking too much...
i should let my mind rest...
``memories at 3:55 pm
Thursday, July 24, 2003[`enjoying`] we will glorify
music should never be played;it should play you.
one should never be doing things to a piece when the music should do it for you.
name :: jiayi
piercings :: 1 pair
tattoos :: nope.infact,i dislike tattoos.
height :: 157? -sigh- pretty short.
shoe size :: 5 1/2 or 6
hair color :: black and a little bit of brown.
length :: short.
siblings :: my sweetie elder sister!! xD
LAST...
song you listened to :: we will glorify?
cd you bought :: does blank disc count?
person you've called :: wan xian(my contact!!)
person that's called you :: daddy =)
tv show you've watched :: nv watch tv today.
person you were thinking of :: my siMpsOnx family and my dearie babygirLx
DO...
you have a bf or gf :: nope.
you have a crush on someone :: yep.but not now :)
you wish you could live somewhere else :: nope.i've ALL my closest friends here!
you think about suicide :: yep.it came across before...
others find you attractive :: don't think so...if they do,they must be blind!
you want more piercings :: nope.nth special in it and somemore,my parents don't allow!
you drink :: non-gassy drink and my mum juz reminded me to drink MORE of plain water :)
you do drugs :: nope.NOT in my lifetime.
you smoke :: -grr- i DISLIKE ppl who smoke! -repeat- i DISLIKE ppl who smoke! so,if u smoke,DON'T EVER COME NEAR ME!
you like cleaning :: my room when i'm in e mood!
you like roller coasters :: neutral.
FAVORITE...
food :: check out at my blog.
thing to do :: go out with my siMpsOnx family and enjoying e scenery of sunrise/sunset and e breezy morning at east coast!!
thing to talk about :: crapx.
sports :: whatever u mention if i can,i do enjoy! =)
drinks :: ICE-Y plain water!
clothes comfortable...
movies = twins effect? watch it with my lame fren...haha.and some more nice movies!
band/singer :: does YWAM counted? ahaha.well,sun yanzi,avril lavigne.
holiday :: any...as long as i can enjoy! -beams-
HAVE YOU...
ever lied to someone :: -dUh-
ever been in a fist fight :: nope.
ever been arrested :: nope.
NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? :: 3? but juz crush and not stead.
of times I have had my heart broken? :: i've no idea.
of hearts I have broken? :: i've no idea.
of girls I have kissed? :: last than 5.but i've kissed char and cel before! haha.that was like...pri 3? yep,out of 4 in siMpsOnx,only e 2 of them...haha.will kiss sin hui one day! ahaha...xD
of boys I have kissed? :: nope.still preserving my first kiss for e special one :)
of drugs taken illegally? :: -bish!- i DISLIKE drugs!
of people I would classify as true, could trust, with my life type friends? siMpsOnx family!
of people I consider my enemies? :: nope.i've learnt how to love ppl whom i dislike.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? :: nope.
of scars on my body? :: e nice 6 stitches of scar under my chin.
of things in my past that I regret? :: aLOT.
FAVORITE...
disney movie :: aLOT.
scent :: e rose powder that cel gave to me and this 3 scented candles that my fren gave me for this yr's brithday present and i haven't use it.haha.can't bear to use it.ahaha...xD
word :: whatever! and -blehh- (recently)
nickname :: jiajia.meow!
guy name :: no idea.think for me?
eye color :: black?!
flower :: sunflower,daisy and red oses.
actor :: this fren whom i considered as gd buddyz.haha.okay,that's lame.
actress :: i've no idea.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty :: nope.
funny :: at times.
hot :: hot in temper?! haha.
friendly :: at times.
amusing :: at times.
ugly :: yep.
loveable :: nope.
caring :: yep.
sweet :: at times?
dorky :: ?_?
Spell your first name back wards :: iyaij
Are you straight? sometimes...
Where do you live? SINGAPORE.
4 words that sum you up :: i truly love God.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
In my mouth :: saliva
In my head :: i want to sLp now!!
Wishing :: that my fren will read e emaiLz! -grr-
After this :: sLp.
Talking to :: -lalala- dream landz...
Eating :: before this was instant cup noodle?
Fetishes x: hair hair hair... u got it !
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who or what reason would that be? :: nv...
Person you wish you could see right now :: -seals my lips-
Is next to you :: (right) hp,micky and donald phone,speakers,modem,plugs,fan! (left) bed,chair...
Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month :: chalet night which i can disturb paLx!! -evil laughters-
Something that you are deathly afraid of? loneliness.
Do you like candles :: yep.it lifts up e atmosphere.
Do you like hot wax :: -blur look-
Do you like incense :: sometimes i DO like e smell.haha.
Do you like the taste of blood :: well,i've to ask my vampire fren...
Do you believe in love :: yes.esp. e love of God.
Do you believe in soul mates :: yep.
Do you believe in love at first sight :: guess so...
Do you believe in forgiveness :: i truly do :)
Do you believe in God :: definitely.
What do you want done with your body when you die: i've no idea.
If you could have any animal for a pet: dog or cat.
What is the latest you've ever stayed up :: 6+AM
Ever been to Belgium? nope.
Can you eat with chopsticks :: -dUh-
What's your favorite coin? no specfic.
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? paris,france and i've no idea.
Whats something that you wish people would understand? my feeling and that God truly loves them -beams-
What's something you wish you could understand better? siMpsOnx family and e heartbeats of e people.
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? sin hui!! -hugs-
Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? that someONE may juz ring me up and go with me to east coast!!
-phew- finally i've finished this long quiz.haha.ohh wells,cg turned out quite okay...yup.still have LOTs of ares to grow in :) will desire more and grow more! have to practice more on my guitar...chords...-chants on- and yeahx! i'm going to this sat's CHALET!! haha...been looking real forward...supposed to go down to NP tmr to have shepherding but realized that if lidat then kay joo can't have shepherding so i decided to have shepherding on sat MORNING! ahaha...a challenge for my shepherd...but then,she have singing at 10am! so i think it's alright... and juz told by timothy that i've to reach by 11am to help set e counter up for e ministry fair.haha. gonna be exciting manx! -beams-
``memories at 10:23 pm
[`enjoying`] e song that i create
His voice.
-grins- this morning so happy.woke up and went to bathe...then God spoke to me abt e attitude i possessed last nite.so i repented =) juz now during eng lesson i had a very very bad headache...that leaves me into a different world...cuz when i looked up to my classroom's ceiling,i see blue color! -grr- then rested my eyes again and open and it was back to normal again...did pray.ohhs,thanks to shifu who gave me e chords for amazing grace cuz i only received e worship songs this morning! hehex.my shepherd's hp can be officially display at museum already... ahaha...later having cg at rix hse at 3.30pm... oohs.and i exchanged my hp with yuna.sudden urge of using 8250... still waiting to buy 7210...ahaha.but then tze long told me that there's no more 7210 already -blehh- and know what? my bro in-law bought siemens 8008!! -eyes sparkles- e small flip open hp with blue light... wah... think my dad getting that for my mum too!! wah...every single one in my family has their eyes fixed on a model...haha.
it was the pain that leads me into somewhere else,
where i couldn't come out from,
i couldn't resist the place that i was led to,
cause i'm thoroughly weak.
``memories at 2:17 pm
Wednesday, July 23, 2003[`enjoying`] lord most high
nice song...=) -touch my stomach- so full now...wonder does my exercise helps at all a not...ahaha.anyway,today had chi. test...it was quite alright...jason powerful...mini morny then guess e answers one...his chi. is really -thumbs down- anyway,i was also too tired to really concentrate on e comprehension so i guess that i won't do well for this test... hmms,haha.i DID enjoyed today's PE! cuz i really played volleyball...haha.nice nice =) went straight home after sch... wanted to sLp but then decided to go for a jog and went to swim with char! ahaha... waffle was so happy to see me?! ahaha...he kept on jumping onto me,licking me...but anyway,we didn't swim in e end... cuz we ended up sharing...haha xD then ate salad at aunty esther's hse...nice nice =) aunty hilda sure knows how to cook...after that went to causeway point and most of e shops i'd visited was abt hp... haha.feeling so so better now after sending an email... =)
*to xT
u'd been a great great sister to me...nv fail to cheer me up when times i was down or rather tired...u'd been e source of laughter from e time we become close =) at times,u do spurred me on in this race.and it was ur desire and ur hunger for God that i'm so encouraged! ur desire in bringing ppl was so clear.ur childlike faith have really encouraged me greatly.believe that u'll be a CL real soon for Him! xD dear,love u so so much -hugs u tightly- go girLx! u can do it!
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to dear xT,
happy birthday to yyyooouuu!!
``memories at 9:36 pm
Tuesday, July 22, 2003[`enjoying`] ni yao de ai
here i'm sitting,
listening to the heartbeats of mine,
letting my mind leading me to the past,
thinking of the things i'd done before,
the fun moments that i'd enjoyed the most,
the people that i'd always be with...
-look up-
i asked,
"have they all left me?"
-looks to mirror-
seeing a face filled with tears and in the most confused looked
-sigh-
how can ever anyone understand me?
somehow,i'm searching,
searching for the someone whom i can confides to....
because i realized that all those i'd found,
is busy...
or rather,
they'd left me at a corner,
all by myself.
cries myself to sLp...
fades...
``memories at 10:26 pm
[`enjoying`] circle of life
mixed feelings.
-blehh- today really experienced diff. kind of feelings...and somehow,it was all mixed up.woke up and was really filled with disappointment...-sigh- supposingly to be watching "darkness" today...but, -sigh- dun wanna say.it juz flare me up even more! -rolls my eyes- was really in a bad mood in class...kept on scolding ppl cuz so disappointed already some more ppl still come and provoke me! -blehh- whatever! then had oral...quite smooth i guess.didn't stumbled on any words.and e converstation topic was "toys"...so i said sth interesting that really make ms tan laughed.tt is i'm diff. from other kids...cuz i DUN play barbie dolls when i was young.also not very sure what i play...but i certainly do like cars.haha.and i've this collection of cars that consists of 12 diff. model + colors...but, -sigh- babygirLx took and play and threw it everywhere...-back to e topic- hmms,today i was a real gd girLx...cuz i completed ALL my hmw when there was free time...and i can sLp early tonight...haha. -blehh- shldn't have eat so full...now have to wait for 3hrs befor i could sLp?! whatever...! had training today...great training i muz say cuz no seniors...then i did concentrate...nth really distract me when i was playing match.GOODNESS.i juz realized that i forgotten one of my team mate's name! -______-"" anyway,i did scored.haha.and today training was mostly fitness...cuz our fitness really was like -blehh- that kind...it does benifits me.haha! after training crossed e road with shi hui and lisin... quite a few buses was turning out...and happened to see bus 13. and saw reagan on that bus...haha...and shi hui make some comments which make me go O_O ...cuz i didn't expect her to react that way...ahaha.it does amused me...shan't say e comment =p tmr having chi test...studied 1 week AGO! -grr- cuz i made a mistake...i thought it was last week...haha.and i'd been studying for e past few days :)
-looks ard e room- hmms,suddenly feel that act. i dun have much of my sch bks at home...all is left in sch.ahaha. *tired* -close eyes- ohhs.*cLaPz to choir!* they managed to get silver this yr! heez...cuz they'd been stagnent in achieving bronze for like dunno how many yrs? haha...and i really feel that God's favor is upon phs...cuz these few weeks we'd been achieving many awards esp. basketball 'B' boys who emerged champion and broken e last 15yrs record! wow...God's blessing e sch...and i think that my principal is really gd.she does incalcate Christian values to e sch.same to ms ang. -rubs eyes- *pray* that my sHeePx can make it for this week's cg...i guess if tmr having nth on i'll most prob be going swimming? haha...xD and "!@#$" to reagan and hanis who is using pentium 4.2! -blehh-
``memories at 8:32 pm
[`enjoying`]
it was your words that assured me,
it was your promise that i trust in,
but,
i came to realize that your words are empty.
and all your promises you gave me was nothing
but disappointment.
``memories at 10:08 am
Monday, July 21, 2003[`enjoying`] an jing
words are sweets
and the past are not empty.
it has it's value that leaves me to stop and look back
and i'm always glad that i'd found You.
*thanksgiving
`God::thank You for NOT giving up on me,always sending ppl to guide me back to You and drawing me back to Your side -smiLex-
`siMpsOnx::(4 of ur)leaving a nice and everlasting footprints in my life that i'd nv deserved.ur nv fail to cheer me and be by my side when i needed e most -hugs-
`pherd::for ALL e love that u'd showered upon me and persevering in taking care of me.ur life had really spur me on and u're always here to guide me to walk closer to God and to experience more of Him.
`paLx::e times when u adviced me,lending me ur listening ears and to guide me.thank u for always encouraging me to pick up my guitar again when i'm at e brink of giving up.and always e "go" towards God and my passion in guitar -hugs-
`eeLee::though not shepherd and sheep,u nv fail to drop by to catch up again even it was a short moment. ur words had make me realized how far i'd come and how i'd grown.
`seafood::e times when i'm down,u showed ur love by lending ur eyes to read what i'm going through. appreciate it LOTs.
`jessie:: for all e bullies that had turned into "fun moments" haha.
`piggyx::though nv spent much time with u,but e few mins that we met each week makes me happy.and for ALL e times i'm at ur hse or even when we're alone,e short conversation we had.it does spur me on in serving -hugs-
`penguinnie::ur perseverance towards sheep really spur me on and i love e times when we're together.
`I LOVE XT:: for all e laughters and happiest moments that we'd spent together each time -hugs-
`yeokx::e times we'd spent during "Faith" camp.it does leave a mark in my heart.
`jay voon::all e crappiness and ur encouragement to me.it does impact.
`nemo::my baby nemo!!
`shifu::at some point of my life,u'd guided me and adviced me.and also helping me to improve on my guitar skills! xD
`reagan::all ur lame jokes -laugh out loud-
`jeremy::ur blog does spur me on.it really does =)
don't slaughter me if i'd left out ur name.cuz u all does leave a print in my heart.
haha! went to nyp today! released sch ard 5pm so i make my way there in a slow manner.bump into joanne at yck station...and as i was abt to turn in to nyp,saw edwin! haha.reached nyp and was kinda stoned.cuz i'd NO idea where to go...so i juz stopped at e 1st level. hoping jay voon would finish her lesson real soon.and i juz stand at e parapet there(beside e escalator)? saw jeremy.haha.act. didn't see him till he walked infront of me...after that make my way up to e 2nd level then stoned outside e canteen?haha! jay voon said that i'm a lucky star...cuz she ended class 10mins early! ahaha...so we took train to rix hse and we saw daniel and jun liang when we crossing e road.then saw adrain at rix hse downstairs.on e way jay voon was saying that i was lucky cuz she'd nv seen those ppl i saw today on e way to nyp or in nyp...ahaha.seed was fun! cuz we played "piggy" and we was really at e top of our voice! ahaha...then after teaching we wrote affirmation for each other! haha...nice =) reached home ard 8.30pm,changed and went for joggin! haha.and hmms,haha.luckily reagan's comp. was pentium 4.2...else i think i'll go "!@#$%" haha...cuz hanis's comp. is pentium 4.2!! -grr- whatever...haha.shall go spend QT now! *winks*
``memories at 11:17 pm
[`enjoying`] ms yup's voice
each night as i lie on bed,
listening to the familiar voice of yours,
my mind leads me into a world full of thinking,
and i'll just fade off to my world
with a slight tear that just come out of nowhere.
hmms,now in sch,attending an IT lesson that teaches us of how to use adobe printshop 7.teacher is going rather fast that i could hardly catch up.hmms,today is racial harmony day and all classes were told to sell a traditional food and my class sold lesi lemak and tau suan.it is nice -thumbs up!- act. didn't really have lessons...supposed to have oral today but then ms tan went to general office after asking me to sit outside e class and read e passage. and i obediently sat outside for a gd 1hr.it was act. quite windy...so it somehow led me to sLp.haha.and i act. broke my record by sleeping real early last night...i sLept at 9.46pm and i thought i'd slept for quite long...so i woke up at 12+am and i sms-ed my fren and i fade off to sLp again... -_____-"" later meeting jay voon to go down for seed meeting... and today no one will be home till 11+pm...i'll be alone then -sigh- looking towards tmr after training...i'm waiting for an answer... :) positive answer xD
-hungry...!-
``memories at 4:24 pm
Sunday, July 20, 2003[`enjoying`] into your presence
with a little prayer i'd made.
heez...now at church office amending stats.ULm starts at 9.30am...not 9am.ahaha.hmms,woke up early and found out that it was raining heavily outside...was praying real hard that my dad will NOT question me lots of question and also rain will stop...and guess what?! haha...it DID become better =) praise God.so happy...haha.so went out and was doing my chi wk bk in e train and there's this 2 china guy kept on looking at my bk.haha.felt quite uncomfortable...-blehh- then was on bus 16 and i started studying for my chi test which is on this wed.prayerfully i can keep a mind of studying... common test coming.have to work real hard and achieve gd grades!! =)
heez...later meeting paLx for lunch...haha.gonna have another crappy session manx! ahaha...
-raining...nice nice =) -
``memories at 9:17 am
Saturday, July 19, 2003[`enjoying`] hologram
warm fellowship.
-grins- nice nice...e day was pretty nice =) went early to nexus to slot in stats.went to find timothy at MM room then saw reagan with sth on his head...it leads me into thinking of wizard...haha.anyway,realized that timothy is NO longer in MM...haha.that was pretty blur of me. after prayer meet ALL of us went down for lunch and while having lunch we came up with our very OWN story...shan't type out now...tmr then type cuz now quite tired. after lunch some went to evax while e rest stayed to do e visitor gifts.haha.MAN in BLACK came down for lunch...(referring to davin,yao guo,cassian and shifu) haha.they were ALL dressed in black...ahaha.then disturbed cassian again.was feeling quite bored between 3pm-3.30pm that's why i kept on walking UP and DOWN at cuppage with rain...haha.and praise God that my sHeePx turned up for service!! cuz i couldn't contact her at all...haha. wan xian and weifen turned up too!! now really have to pray that they'll received Christ soon...=) service ended early...haha.cuz when we stepped out of cuppage it was pretty BRIGHT.ahaha. went with paLx to grab some gummies from 7-11.ahaha. and -blehh- was being bullied by ppl...!! -grr- by chocolate who gang up with jay voon to snatch my gummy out of my MOUTH!! so i quickly eat it! haha. then had evaluation...then supposingly we shld all go home...but when we came out of e toilet,we decided to go shopping...haha.so we walked to far east.and we saw ALOT of things that we wanna buy. -blehh- for e time being dun think i'll be buying clothes...i'll buy hp first.haha.went home with jay voon by taking bus 54...and we had a fun time talking!! ahaha.
and...yes! penguinnie's little bro converted!! haha...and my little bro,aaron,was helping penguinnie's bro to fill in e new believer form! haha...felt that my little bro was really mature...haha.and his PSLE coming in 2-3 mths time? haha...dunno what schs he chose also.tmr going for amendment...then meeting paLx for lunch.and piggyx!! defeated to u abt e HAIR! -blehh- haha...think better go my dream land now...xD
*to eeLee
thanks for e short/small talk we had juz now...though it was short but it was meaningful =) thanks for all these whiles... appreciate it LOTS -hugs-
-havoc...!!-
``memories at 11:37 pm
[`enjoying`] a thousand mile
you looked different from the shades of yesterday
ripped off from stan's blog.
(set 1)
1. when was the last time you cheated?
can't rem. dun think i've copied after i received Christ though being tempted a few times? but...haha.nv
2. when was the last time you stole?
i DON'T.
3. when was the last time you lied?
hmms,can't really rem.?
4. when was the last time you broke or vandalised another's property?
can't rem...dun think i broke or vandalised?
5. when was the last time you hurt a loved one?
goodness...i don't.
(set 2)
1. do you remember your first best friend? who was it?
cccchhhaaarrrLLLeennEE!!
2. are you still in touch with this person?
-dUh- we're so CLOSE.
3. do you have a current close friend?
i've four...what do u think?
4. how did you became friends with this person?
accquatainces?
5. is there a friend from your past that you wish you were still in contact with? why?
nope...cuz e buddyz i have now makes me so happy already...-grins-
goodness.was so afraid this early morning...lightning and thunders was so strong...and i could e lightning entering my room? scary...supposedly to go for jogging...but,e weather is so bad already and i somehow can't manage to wake up so early due to e tiredness...and -smile- i've a very nice recording in my hp!! heez...really nice...xD
-e truth will set you FREE-
``memories at 10:15 am
[`enjoying`] hologram
great epm.
was so so tired during geo. lesson...during eng felt asleep and got woken up by ms tan.after sch stayed back to practice e teachers' day performance...if i were to play guitar,i've to get e strumming right...cuz i really want to be e guitarist... haha.have to seek help from either shifu or reagan?...hmms,was late for epm but nevertheless, -smiLe- epm was great.after epm had shepherding. paLx was also shepherding rain. haha.then left together and i was late for meeting with e church development ppl...quite guilty...cuz they start e meeting when i reach i guess.sorryguys...meeting ended ard 9pm so went to take bus together with dehui and alighted at e breadtalk there.didn't went home with her cuz i went to meet a fren to return stuff.haha.and hmms,sorryBuddyz...didn't watch movie with u...haha.anyway,owe u 1 movie okays? hmms...i still want to watch darkness!! hehex.
-jumps around- so happy...my hair grew long and it is SOFT!! haha.so happy...hmms,tmr no training but i'll be going jogging tmr morning...think i better go have some rest.
- -blehh- i want to buy color hp!! -grr- -
``memories at 1:31 am
Thursday, July 17, 2003[`enjoying`] kai bu liao ko
settle down...
haha.hmms...considered a breakthrough that i act. sit down for abt an hr to study? or at least complete 75% of my maths hmw? haha.pray that everyday will be lidat...meaning cut down on internet! haha.yeahx! i can do it...i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me now having a short 15mins break...need to rest my eyes from those maths sums.did 300 skippings...shall complete soon.back from skipping.haha.hmms...was wondering how come my eyes will be pain when doing hmw but when asked me to stay infront of e comp. for more than half day it won't...hmms...it's WEIRD...AND,i sLept this afternoon for abt 2hrs? how come now i also tired?! -bishes myself- it's WEIRD...but still,i'll study...continues.
-if i'd started earlier!-
``memories at 11:10 pm
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
As long as stars shine down from Heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You
When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard my calling
And You rush to set me free
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You oh
I can't imagine me without You
melted song...nice!
tmr having northeast prayer meet at america room! meeting for church development at joo chiat 7.30pm-8.30pm! hmms...juz consumed some fattening food...-blehh- next 2 sats no training...no idea.but great, that i will be able to go jogging in e morning! xD okay...my brain juz reminded me to study! so yes,going to study now...=)
``memories at 8:23 pm
[`enjoying`] can you feel the love tonight
mixed feelings.
You're Full of Potential! God loves you and would
like to draw you even closer to Him. He knows
your faults and is ready to forgive you...turn
away from what you know is wrong. Run to the
Lord and ask Him to free you of your sin, to
shake you out of your complacence, to open your
eyes to the needs around you, and to stir you
to take action. God knows you are a good
person. You know God is good. Now, act on that
belief. Don't just live your faith on Sundays
and at certain select times throughout the
week...Live your faith every moment of every
day of your life! Open your heart to Christ and
trust in the Lord! Let your spirit be at peace,
for your foundation is solid. The Lord is as an
everlasting rock of refuge. Keep love always in
your heart, and God's light will shine through
you to the world. :)
What does God want to tell YOU?
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Nokia 7250 suits you the best! You're an average
girl/boy without high expectations in life. You
take whatever that comes your way in your
stride and always remain optimistic and
positive.
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this morning in e bus was sitting beside shawn, nick's bro in e bus.and this morning i was so eager of getting e set of "The Striats Time" cuz i've already planned to watch "darkness", e show that i've been waiting eagerly to watch it.after finished browsing e cinema section,shawn borrowed e newspaper.and i had already planned of watching what time etc.
CD was boring...i sort-of regret of e lesson that i'd chose.cuz...-sigh- it's a waste of time!! -bahhs- nvm...hmms,tmr NO physics remedial cuz mr leek have to attend course...haha.
ms tan's mood was all so gd this early morning...but when she came for eng lesson,her face DID showed that she might break into tears and she was definitely sad and disappointed in us. -sigh- when she was talking to us i nearly broke into tears...it really wasn't easy for her to take care of my class...but she chose to take up this challenge and to mould our charcter.in everything she does,she does it with trust,respect and she definitely have faith in us.she is definitely a gd teacher. -sigh- felt so sad that we'd let her down...
with faith and trust she took up the challenge,
perseverance with endurance was all she told herself.
troubles and problems kept going to her through all these months,
and finally,
she let out the tear that she'd endured for so long
``memories at 7:00 pm
Wednesday, July 16, 2003[`enjoying`] ni de yan jing
completed =)
-grins widely- happy.contented.finally i've completed my F&N evalutations and investigative report! haha.hmms,now eating colaslaw.haha.was talking to lisin for e past 10mins?hmms,oohs, today we devotion had our very first practice for e teachers' day performance! haha.and i learnt how to play "right here waiting" with BOTH hands. a great achivement for me.haha.have to practice on e piece of song we are supposed to put up on as i might be e guitarist? haha.felt that though my class had a bad reputation, we've a LOT of talented ppl and musicians...a few guitarist, pianist, drummers, singers, dancers etc. haha.
haha.something struck me juz now.it was some of e actions that ms tan did during e english lessons we had yesterday.there was one action that looks like ethan and one more looked like reagan.i was highly amused when their faces come into my mind.haha.but,i DID control my laughter.and...haha.shan't say one thing =p *shHhh* and yeahx! my baobei guitar returns into e arms of mine again.haha.for 5 days not with me? haha. shall go practice now...
-tired...-
``memories at 10:14 pm
[`enjoying`] to the ends of the earth
as i looked up to the sky above me,
i see a star less sky.
the brightness that had caught my attention was the only moon that had shone itself so beautifully.
it leads my mind and reminded me once again
of the one who created all this is
just up there.
``memories at 7:09 pm
[`enjoying`] an jing
re-connected to e worLd.
ripped off from reagan's blog.
You are a Brujah. Brujah are often called anarchs.
They've changed much since their earlier times,
probably like you. You might have changed a lot
since before. They are very loud and angry.The
disciplines of the Brujah are Potence, Celerity
and Presence; they suffer more deeply from the
rages of the Beast Within than do most others.
What Type Of Vampire Are You?
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ripped off from piggyx blog.
You have a good imagination, and often exhibit sensitivity to others.
You have plenty of inner ambition, but you need to beware of a tendency toward indecisiveness.
You are a warm hearted person, with much love to give.
There may be times in your life when you give in to feelings of sadness or depression.
You are likely to make decisions based on intuition or feelings rather than intellect. Your emotions sometimes overpower your common sense.
You have a basically strong constitution, and should enjoy good health most of the time.
A major illness or setback is predicted near mid-life. You have the ability to recover from this.
*faints* quite true...haha.
hmms...quite tired now.still have loads of hmw waiting for me to complete...thankGod that my internet is able to work ONCE again! haha.really prayed before on-ing it.cuz need to get stuff and send stuff to my frens...haha.hmms,had 2.4km today.timing was REAL bad. -blehh- i'm gonna re-run!! haha.tmr another long day...-blehh- -rubs my eyes- gonna do my F&N stuff now and catch some sLeep...xD
-can u feel e love tonight?-
``memories at 7:05 pm
[`enjoying`]
a rainy day that freezes me.
-sigh- my hse connection juz can't seem to get right.not even this morning.wonder whether will it be better today as i get home. prayerfully it does.yesterday went to heeren with lisin,fang yi, michelle lin/wong to take neo prints and rushed back to sch for training.was late -sticks out tongue- trained for awhile and it started to rain heavily.so we ended training then.supposed to meet my fren 7pm but we brought it earlier to 6.30pm.know what?i've a feeling that i'll be in e same train as my fren and when i got off e train, there i saw my fren.went studying...completed 85% of my chi wk bk and copied my bio notes.but i didn't manage to complete my maths...was rather freezing in macs.nv thought that my fren would be that lame to play with my phone list --;; and was all enjoying abt e game newly created! -blehh- left ard 9.20pm and decided to take cab home cuz i was rather tired and by e time i reach home,it'll be 10+pm...
-i'm not what i used to be.trust me-
``memories at 8:28 am
[`enjoying`]
sometimes i wake and wonder how would my day will be
i always look to as a exciting and happy day
but i was wrong...
my day wasn't what i've thought.
i'm heading towards an end that i've never know
and i know that,
i'm not the same girL anymore...
not the one that u've known me as.
``memories at 8:20 am
Tuesday, July 15, 2003[`enjoying`] we will glorify
study.study.study.
realized that i'd been playing through e weeks...not even serious in sch work -blehh- CANNOT!! i can't...i'll sure flung it real bad for my common test that is due in 1mth's time? gonna study! study! study! manx.gonna pull my fren whenever i can to study...*winks* haha.so happy.saw my sHeePx online and chatted with her...and yeah! she coming for cg...xD
each living in our own little world
that is encoded with different thinking, perspective.
but it has proven that we're put together to be friends to one another,
that one will not be lonely...
``memories at 12:32 am
Monday, July 14, 2003[`enjoying`] i'm held by your love
phs = poly life.
hmms,woken up by xT's call.haha.then talked to her for awhile then decided to wake up.cuz have to study for tmr's F&N test.now chatting with paLx online and realized that act. my high sch life + church stuff is sth similar to poly's lifestyle.i guess that now everyday i'll reach home rather nitex time.monday have touch typing course which starts at 3.30pm and ends ard 5pm! there's a break for 1hr 30mins.then tuesday end sch at 6pm due to training.wed or thurs have cg and fri have guitar lesson.hectic manx.then i left with sunday to enjoy my life...but sometimes due to assignments,my sunday is also tight down. -blehh- today my fren pang seh me again! -grr- said wanna study in e end go have dinner with friendz...very gd friend i had ar...-blehh- act. gotto zhao very soon...gotto study! yeahx! tmr having training...haha.muz enjoy and really CANNOT skip training anymore...cuz i'd let down my teacher due to e many absents in my cca. -sigh- felt so sad...-sigh-
-F&N test...-
``memories at 10:08 pm
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
when it has reached the end of e day,
i asked myself "what have i done?"
i stopped and think,
i hesistated for a moment...
and realized that i hadn't do much.
i asked myself why did i let my day,my time fly so fast?
i couldn't answer.
i started to regret of letting it go from my hand...
and i started chasing it...
i chased for a distance...
and came to realized that
i could never get it back...
``memories at 7:28 pm
[`enjoying`]
thoughts came in and out of my mind
it makes me so confuse...
the surrounding...the people
my mind is leading me astray...
into a world that i've never been before
-breathes-
can i just walk out of everything?
i can't take it anymore...
``memories at 3:28 pm
[`enjoying`] colors of the wind
fully awake.
"Dm" the saddest chord in the history of
music, you must cry yourself to sleep every
night...
What Guitar Chord Are You?
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well well.-looks at time- hmms,surprised that i'm online?hmms,not that i nv sLp.i DID sLp.and i woke up at a gd time of 4.15am,lying on bed thinking shld i juz continue sLeeping or wake up to study...so well,guess u can figure out e answer uh? hmms,went to sLp real early yesterday after reach home without even on-ing e comp. and do some editing to e templates.sorry.haha.hmms,thinking of going to jog in this gd morning but i doubt my parents will allow cuz it's simply dark outside.well,i've finished studying my chi test.cg404 meet is 4pm. haha.think i'll go early to rix hse to study.prayerfully that someone will be there so that i wouldn't have to be lock outside of e hse.
was doing my journal juz now...and e topic was "i am the happiest when i am..." well,there's a LOT of things that can make me e happiest jiayi i could ever be...=)
*add ons
-blehh- indeed i'm right,my dad didn't allow me to go for jog in e early morning. wells,i've to be understanding to this kind of situation cuz,now is PRETTY dark out there and i'm jogging ALONE. haha.hmms,prayerfully that i can jog tonight when i return home from seed meet =) -thinks- i still have 30mins before i set off to sch... but...all i have to do now is to bathe and to put on my nice uniform and it doesn't takes 30mins that long...so act.i'm juz wasting my time now...haha...
as i jot down,
memories juz comes back...
where i could stop and reiminisce the sweet times
that had brought us far.
``memories at 5:37 am
Sunday, July 13, 2003[`enjoying`] ni de yan jing
The name Jiayi creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. This name does offer creative talent where there is the opportunity for ingenuity and originality. You have a tendency, at times, to have too many ideas on the go, and thus your efforts are scattered and many things do not reach completion. You are inclined to do to excess the things you like to do. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems. Tension could cause nervous disorders, or centre in the head bringing weaknesses in the eyes, ears, sinuses, or teeth.
``memories at 5:16 pm
[`enjoying`] your love is beautiful
a new template for nothing.
ripped off from reagan's blog.
Congratulations, you are like Archie. You are
irresistable. You have that charm that makes
girls/boys melt and wabbily in the knees.
What Archie Comics Character Are You?
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haha.i felt so *diaOz* cuz i spent my morning designing a new template and later realized that my blog changed not long ago...so maybe e template that i'd juz designed might not be used at all. haha.but nvm.inspiration will come to me very soon.haha.think i shouldn't waste my sunday.so i shall study later and do my journal. haha.
-nothing to do...-
``memories at 2:48 pm
[`enjoying`] everything's alright
wonderful morning =)
wow! what a wonderful i had! though now is still considered early cuz it's only 9+am,but e passed half an hr i felt so fresh! hehe.and yeahx! i went for jogging!! xD *cLaPz to myself* haha.today is e 2nd day that i'd started jogging! really pray that i can maintain it! hehe. hmms,ran to and fro with only a short 180 pulse rate interval.haha. and i was amazed by myself cuz i nv stop.haha.God is helping me! ahaha...hmms,woke up ard 6+am and discovered that i'd 4 unread sms and i went O_O haha.then i replied them at 6+am. *kuku* me. ahaha.and ceLine was woken up by e sms that i'd replied her. haha. too bad~!! xD then we started sms at ard 7+am and guess what?! she went back to her turtle land --;; -blehh- and somehow i was thinking a lot of things so can't get back to sLp.so decided to come online and to go for jogging! hehe.i felt so free from my mood swing compared to last nitex! xD i'm perfectly alright now...and hmms, haha. h@ppy 16th b!r+hd@y to both my sHeePx and qUeeN of c@ts!! haha...xD ohh wells,have to help ceLine find info already...haha.
+faith!
i can move a mountain
i can do all things through Christ
i know
faith!
standing and believing
i can do all things through Christ
who strengthens me+
...this song soOoOo nice...e bass...e electric guitar...*faints* soOoOo nice!! xD
``memories at 9:23 am
Saturday, July 12, 2003[`enjoying`] circle of life
i'm thinking...
i'm feeling...
i'm letting e memories runs through my mind again...
that lets my heart filled with happiness...
``memories at 10:49 pm
[`enjoying`] can you feel the love tonight
sitting at a corner i see and was filled with feelings.
service was ggrreeaatt!! xD though missed a tiny miny part of e short-film which i -sigh- sad...but it's alright...hmms, after prayer meet went eat at e 1st level then went to heeren there to evax.grp together with rain and nemo.we managed to get 3 girLx down but e sad thing is that they left service at 5pm cuz one of e them had to rush home.yeahx! and wan xian turned up for service! but she left early too. cuz she'd to reach home by 6pm.so i was like e only kuku one running up and down at nexus when everyone is watching e short-film. sermon was great too xD oohs.i returned to service during a part which i find it very touching...that was when daniel pursued his dream,his passion.that really melts my heart...after service had dinner with my grp.but act. is with nemo only.haha.then went off to meet celine to pass her disc and went home with nemo.haha...indeed i enjoyed playing with nemo at starhub center when i was trying so hard to complete my sending of that picx to my email...haha.and we literally being very rough! ahaha...i felt very *diaOz* when i received one sms from my fren when i was at starhub.i went --;; when i read e sms.haha...-looks at time- it's EARLY for me to be at home on saturday nitex! haha...
-smiLe- really like e part when ethan and reagan played e solo part...it's so nice...now then i realized that bass sound soOoOo nice!! shall appreciate it...xD
at a corner,i see.
at a corner,i think.
all i could say is,
u're a great friend.
-closes my eyes-
-breathes-
i'm filled with so much words that i dunno how to express it out.
``memories at 10:43 pm
[`enjoying`] colors of the wind
jogging!
-grins widely- FINALLY i'm serious abt going jogging! haha...didn't turn up training cuz dun wanna to expose to sun which will later lead me to fever.but pulled myself up and went jogging ard my hse here xD so happy...if i could do that each time i'm free...hehe...did my push-ups...haha.oops! yesterday forget to do sit-ups!! -blehh- hmms,now chatting with paLx in MSN and i rememebered that i'd forgotten how to blog abt yesterday's assembly!! -blahh- shall blog it now...hahah...
yesterday assembly,all those grps going for SYF performed and i find that e band is simple and nice...xD *cLaPz to band* followed by choir which i think that e first song is nice..."Cai Cah" haha...forgotten e han yu pin yin already! -blehh- -thumbs up to e dance!- it's nice!! and pearlyn looked so beautiful...-grins- if i'm not wrong e theme was "Out of the darkness" which i think they really dance out...hehex...so nice...
in my weird dreams,
i'm lost.
but somehow,
i still manage to plant a little kiss
on u
``memories at 9:53 am
Friday, July 11, 2003[`enjoying`] lord most high
bad day -sigh-
-sigh- today was quite a bad day for me...was on e DOT for sch together with bella... luckily no punishment cuz was on e DOT.didn't have much lessons today cuz most of e teachers were busy with e stuff.so had 3 periods free.wasn't feeling that well throughout e day...was feeling kinda sick.had typing course after sch...felt so --;; cuz i already know how to type already...with me this kind of person everyday come online to blog and chat of cuz can type fast larr.hahah...so i rushed through e course by typing very fast and got over 95% so i left e class early! xD took a cab down to penguinnie's hse.expected myself to reach by 4pm...but guess what?e taxi driver didn't know how to go and i was kind of blur so we got lost and both was so irritated...so i juz alight at hougang and i paid a gd nice $9! -blehh- waste my money...called and pengunnie and thanks to penguinnie and shifu who guilded me to her hse! xD and guess what?i'm so blur...i thought penguinnie's hse is at e opp. of e bus-stop that i'd alighted and i waited at e traffic light for quite long until i turned round and saw e sign "St. Heliers Ave" !! -blehh- and i was super --;; when i realized that i was that blur!! -grr- can't stand myself manx...and know what?before reaching penguinnie's hse i was feeling rather fustrated and was very tempted to use vulgarities...but i repented when i was standing at e traffic lights there... -cheers- and it was drizzling when i was standing at e traffic lights there.and finally i reached penguinnie's hse...haha.learnt new strumming...shall practice it xD after that e guys was all playing pool...haha.seems like they really enjoyed playing pool. and guess what? xt and piggyx was running around e hse...haha.to me,they really enjoyed chasing each other.haha.and piggyx so mean!! hit my stomach and say that i'm fat...-blehh- i know i fat...haha...everyone took turn to use e comp. and we were ALL highly amused by piggyx comment on reagan that he looks like tintin. penguinnie's bro, amused us by calling cassian as "Mr St. Gab's Guy!", shifu, "Mr Funny Guy" and reagan, "Guy!" hahah...all of our eyes go O_O and burst out into laughters...haha...hmms,sorryxT for delaying e time of going home...and i'm not angry at anything on e journey home.juz that wasn't feeling well and didn't want to talk much. yup yup.and girLx,i still LLoovvEE u okay? -hugs- i still enjoy walking in e rain...too bad today e only time was when walking to e bus-stop.
-double sigh- my fever is ON OFF kind...and having flu and sorethroat...how bad can it be manx...
-calls out to "Mr St. Gab's Guy!" ! -highly amused- -
``memories at 9:45 pm
[`enjoying`] shi jie mo ri
it captured me within a few seconds that all i could think of was u
-sigh- was woken up by my mum's call.then realized that it was 9+pm.thought that she'll reached home ard 9+pm but to my dismay,she reached home ard 10+pm.woke up and did some calling...wan xian is coming. prayerfully that weifen will come too.and they'll really come to know God...-prays hard- tmr will be a very pack day for me.having lessons till 3.45pm or rather 4pm. -strain my ear- my mum is cooking?! hahah...i haven't had my dinner yet...okay,back to e topic.hmms,and didn't expect wan teng to sLp so early...prays that tmr she'll share cab with me after our lessons.haha.yeahx! tmr taking bella dad's car.haha...so can wake up late! thanksbella. char wanted me to go swimming with her but it seems like my day is so pack already... still had a feeling of sick within me...-sigh- was chatting with paLx this afternoon when i was browsing through e net for polyringtones... and i downloaded "shi jie mo ri" and when i woke up i had e crave of listening to jay chou's song...
in a split second i was still,
a sudden fear that rose within my heart,
leaving me to cry,
thinking that i might die at that very moment...
``memories at 8:56 pm
Thursday, July 10, 2003[`enjoying`] ni yao de ai
sick.
ohh wells,had been infront of e comp. for 5hrs -sigh- luckily that my eyes won't be easily tired.woke up at 7am to sms hanis that i'm not going sch.went back to sLp and sms-es from diff. ppl juz came in as i was sleeping. woke up at 9+am and started to fiddle with e comp. was quite fustrated when i couldn't get e template right but now it's done! xD heez...had a very bad sore throat this morning when i woke up,was sneezing yesterday nitex and had a slight fever when i was awake today.today is e first day of sch for jay voon.hahah... -sigh- sad...my sHeePx can't turn up for cg cuz mdm liu last min asked her to stay back to do some stuff. -prays hard- that she can turn up for service.oh well,i'm really sick.not fake one....tmr returning back to sch...having guitar lesson at penguinnie's hse.having sch till 3.45pm if i'm not wrong. think i'll suggest of taking cab together with 'bro' and wan teng to penguinnie's hse! hehex... xD paLx having sch till 5.15pm...mummy working till 8pm...-sigh- means i'll be stay at home alone till 9+pm...and nobody to talk to...hp now so quiet -blehh-
-headache-
``memories at 3:51 pm
Wednesday, July 09, 2003[`enjoying`] can you feel the love tonight
rainbow.
beautiful sight that we'd caught out of surprise.
yesterday was an easy day to pass with 5 periods of F&N,2 maths lesson and 3 periods of ms tan's lesson.didn't have any training.it will only resume this sat.went to esplanade library and all i browse was e violin section.yes,i learnt violin before and i dropped it when i was primary 6.was filled with regret and e urge to take up again.not that to compete but i still like violin.stopped at grade 3.went up to e rooftop after visiting e library.felt so wonderful when i'm at e rooftop,closing my eyes and let nothing disturb me...i simply let e gentle wind blew my face.went to walk at suntec then and went back to esplanade.can't access to e rooftop cuz it rained earlier and left e rooftop wet i guess.sat by e river and enjoy e smell of e water...it was juz so wonderful -smiLes-
my eyes rest on e gentle wind that blews me
my thoughts rest in e gentle wind
an unexpected rainbow shines out of my surprise
that makes me smile
it was all so wonderfully created by You
``memories at 11:03 pm
Tuesday, July 08, 2003[`enjoying`] e sound of e footsteps
carrot cake.
hmms,now at F&N class.juz finished my test and know what?teacher tested us on a LOT of questions that she haven't even teach us yet! -grr- and she dun believe what i said.hmms,nvm,my classmates all believe me.and she juz announced that she'll give us another test on vitamins another week. yeahx.juz finished downloading MSN6.0! hahah.okay,have to start doing my evaluation pretty soon.juz now we baked carrot cake and i guess that pearlyn's and mine's taste e nicest!! heez...so happy...today seems so easy to past e time in class lidat.hahah...having debate later during eng lesson but none of my grp ppl prepared...
-debate!!-
``memories at 10:49 am
[`enjoying`] can't you feel the love tonight
-wonders- abt myself.
hmms,went O_O when i explored other's blog and found new links.hahah.emailed yanyan juz now.dad juz opened e door and was O_O how come i haven't sLp when tmr i've to attend sch.okay, going to sLp soon.seed was quite sicky today cuz jay voon,kay joo and me was sneezing all e way. hahah.after seed met nemo to have dinner with her together with paLx.they ate,but not me. reached home ard 9pm and took a bath and had my dinner.one WHOLE bowl of vegetables!! *yums* ohhs wells, juz have to STOP eating.not sure whether does lemon juice cuts down fat but won't stop drinking,juz incase it does.hahah.i CAN'T grow horizontally ANYMORE.juz dun like it.ohhs wells,i still rem. my goaL.hahah.tmr there's no training till this sat. -sigh- am thinking when can i go swimming...think i better go sLp now...eLse tmr sure die during F&N lesson.
-colors of e wind...-
``memories at 1:26 am
Monday, July 07, 2003[`enjoying`] big big world
i ask myself why am i feeling this way now
i question my tears why does it fall so easily
i threw myself into situation where i'll think deeply
i hate myself for being so emotional
i dislike myself of thinking so much at times
i wonder if i would allow myself to commit e same mistakes
-breathes-
can i stop all e things that i'm thinking now?
-look up-
see e One that is up there?
yes,i see.
i know He is there,
juz UP there
-close my eyes-
in my mind it juz show e times that i'm totally amused
and my feeling squeezes my heart so hard that leads me into difficult breathing
-thinks-
e amusing times are juz so fun and nice
``memories at 1:32 pm
[`enjoying`] kai shi dong le
sweet or sour?
You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.
What feeling do you represent?
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hahah...i'm still amused by this sentence "sweet or sour"...where got sour popcorns?! hahah...act. had a hard time waking up cuz i was quite tired.but still managed to pull myself up.-wonders- what are e hmws i've to complete...but seems like i can't think of any.e only thing i could think of is to study for my F&N test...so gonna start studying at 12noon. need to reach rix's hse by 4.15pm.seed meet is at 5pm...so i guess that i'll reach home ard 7+pm...hahah.shall go practice my guitar now and start my hmw...xD
-sweet or sour?! hahaha...-
``memories at 11:24 am
[`enjoying`] spirit touch your church
the twins effect
You are...
Soft Hearted
If your two hands are free, you will always volunteer them to help out. You take a compassionate initiative, but possess the respect to hang back until given the go-ahead to get involved.
How Caring Are You?
quite tired now...today was quite a eventful day?left e hse this morning at 10.50am lidat.supposingly to meet buddyz 11am at sembawang mrt station.but her fren was late.so we met up at 12noon instead.went to sembawang park to play volleyball for a very short while.hahah.then went to sun plaza to have lunch and then sit down and talk...after that walked ard at sun plaza and her fren went off for tuition...so we sat at e station and had our casual talk.left e station at ard 5.27pm cuz i met my fren at junction 8 to watch "the twins effect". quite a nice show...quite funny too.act. thought it would be a boring show but then it turned out to be quite nice...e show is really nice!! go catch it!! my fren really amused me BIG time today before buying pop-corns...
my fren: do you want pop-corns?
me: -shake and nods-
my fren: u want sweet or sour?
me: -laughs-
ohh gosh...i was totally amused!! hahah...my fren so funny!! throughout e show it came some parts and i was like telling my fren some stuff.hahah...and there's this "darkness" movie which is coming out soon!! and i was captured by e short advertisment!! gosh...i'm juz gonna catch this show!! it's a horror show... and for ppl who knows me well should know that i enjoy watching horror movie!! xD it's so nice...-sigh- was trying hard to find "darkness" through e net but seems lk i can't get any information!! -grr- *sObx* went ard to walk after e movie...was act. feeling that my hand was cold.my right hand is colder than my left hand.hahah...n both of us was taking escalator up and i asked my fren where are we going...my fren joked and said "go back and see what movie we can catch again" hahah...--;;
-darkness!!-
``memories at 12:31 am
Sunday, July 06, 2003[`enjoying`] your love is beautiful
fun!!
ohhs my.this song is juz soOoOo nice!! heard them practising juz now after service for tmr's combine core team meeting! hahah.it sounded juz so nice...e electric guitar!! -ssccrreamx-
had a great time at istana park.we played "scavenger hunt" and my grp consists of jiong yao,lee jun, dave,ding cheun,bella and me so nice...haha.in e midst of finding e food we still have time to crap!! haha.went to e kopitiam to find e food that we needed and we saw jun xiong,jacob,geoffrey(or e twin?) and one more dunno who.then dave was like asking jun xiong to buy e egg that we needed. hahah.then we went UPs and DOWNs in PS to find e things that we needed.hahah.so corny.and lee jun ran till he was out of breath. but we really enjoyed e game =) after that went down for service and half way worship i went out to pick up my sHeePx. heez...she brought grace!! though she was a Christian but can see that my sHeePx really want to spread e Love of God.praise was kind of slow? hahah...but nevertheless,praise and worship was great!! xD and sermon was great too!! "Spirit Touch Your Church" really touches my heart to serve Him even harder! talked to dawn after service and went off together with my grp to have dinner!! so happy...now i've been spending MORE time with them...and we indeed had a HARD time finding tables to sit.hahah.act. found 3 but 1 took over by outsider and e other took over by cassian!! -grr- -bishes him- then we find other tables...and somehow i was very fustrated when i can't get my guitar in tune...and got irritated somehow *shucks* have to improve in this area. but thankspiggyx that she spent time to help me get it in tune and also to puay and xT.and finally my guitar was in tune...was very tempted to juz throw my guitar on e floor.after evaluating went home with ee voon, kayjoo,meiting and nemo.first time went home with them. hahah.shocked right?hahah...quite tired now...was chatting with dawn juz now...then chat with others...hahah...*ywans* gonna sLp real soon...
+spirit touch Your church
stir the hearts of men
revive us Lord
with Your passion once again
i want care for others
like Jesus cares for me
let Your rain fall upon me+
-yes God...want to be more like You-
``memories at 1:11 am
Saturday, July 05, 2003[`enjoying`] your love is beautiful
crappy nitex
heez...wake up not long ago.somehow i juz doze off to sLp yesterday nitex without realising...haha.sLept ard 1.45am i guess.both of us was SIMPLY crapping.haha.of cuz larr.with paLx what u expect?! hahah...so corny.i woke up then i was thinking of e bar-chords already.hahah.guitar mad --;; then i was like telling her
me: i want to play guitar...
paLx: play larr..
me: ur sister still sleeping...
paLx: -opens e door to check- and guess what? she kanah shocked by her sis cuz when she opene e door her sis said hi to her... hahaha...
later leaving hse ard 11am...wonders need to bring guitar...haha. yeahx! later got northeast gathering and got food.haha.great. heez...this song is sOoOoOo nice!! e electric guitar part xD haha...go play guitar already!! xD
-crappy us...hahah-
``memories at 9:30 am
Friday, July 04, 2003[`enjoying`] heez...shuzhen talking.hahah.
guitar lesson is fun! =)
haha.now paLx standing beside me making her hair!! --;; hahah.had a great day! hmms,hahah.sLept throughout e second part of my geo. lesson.then during chi lesson also get scolded twice! -grr- hmms,had youth day celebration!! and e sch ended 15mins EARLIER! haha.for once.and e sch treated us ice-cream!! heez...mrs goh also gave us a crunchy chocolate! after sch went with bella to meet jeannie to pass her e jersey and met piggyx to go her hse! reached her hse and her mum was at home.her mum was really generous.always order KFC when we go over to her hse for guitar lesson.thanksauntie! hmms,i'm able to play e left hand side of "colors of the wind" so happy...heez...i'm e first study of e day.haha.learn sth new!! heez... and i really DID learn sth today.so now muz memorise e chords so that shifu can teach me more.learnt a new set of chords for worship!
went to paLx hse after that and i waited for e bus quite long.saw reagan when i was abt to board e bus.he rushed off to meet jacob.was quite worried when i was in e bus cuz i wasn't sure which stop to alight...nv been to paLx hse before.BUT,here i am,typing out this entry!! heez.had guitar lesson juz now with jason from AWAM also.learnt sth too.heez...so today quite fruitful...learnt a LOT of things.hahah.was quite panicked juz now when i couldn't contact my sHeePx but praise God that i could get her in e end!! xD and i'm really happy that she is bringing friends tmr!! xD go sHeePx!! u can spread e love of God to everyone!! xD really very happy for u!!
hmms,tmr no training!! hahah.so can sLp late. -sigh- still muz improve my attitude towards improving my guitar skills!! xD now so disney-sy.hahah.listening to "can you feel the love tonight"...great song! heez...yeahx! nx monday NO NEED to attend sch!! hahah.cuz it's youth day! hahah...so gonna maximise my day manx!! yeahx! sunday going to play badminton with celine!! hahah...okay,gotto go eat potato chips already!! xD hahah...
-fruitful day! =) -
``memories at 11:57 pm
Thursday, July 03, 2003[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
with joy.
-jumps around- yeahx!! tmr going to paLx hse to stay over!! xD heez...finally!! hahah...and sat there's NO training..so,yeahx! now playing online game with jay voon.hahah...oohs! muz rem. to bring her sweater!! hmms,seems like gonna have a LOT of things to bring? -sigh- shall go pack my back then...tmr bringing guitar.and hmms, later shall pack!! xD
-*meows* around-
``memories at 11:59 pm
[`enjoying`] dreams
do u understand me? well,i don't.
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hahah...that's kinda funny.
woke up at 6.05am.-wonder- what happened to my hp.it doesn't seem working somehow in some ways.hahah. hmms,enjoyed myself during english lesson.we had role-play and we discuss abt nx week's debate!! and was sort-of debating with wen cong abt class-fund.all ms tan did was saying that i'd made a gd point and said that i'm gd at debating.therefore,my grp members put me as 2nd speaker.hahah...debate abt class-fund can larr.but abt "manners cannot be taught"? somehow seems hard but e opponent seems easy to be defeated.haha.shall give my best manx!! haha.debate's on next tues.debating against wen cong's team. -eyes tired- went for character development(CD) lesson and sort-of learnt sth new!! hehex.last min. no shepherding...went down to sportslink and get myself e addidas cap that i liked.hehex.went to rix hse to look for paLx and join them for cg!! my sHeePx went...so happy.but she seems rather sad.cg was quite okay...juz a few distraction here and there. hahah.had evaluation after that and it was rather fast!! hahax...cuz paLx had to rush off to meet her dad.went off together with her and had a short chat.haha. *sObx* found out that my guitar bag had a 2 finger HOLE!! oohs,met seafood,luanz and phiax when crossing e road to e station and they was like saying that i looked MORE like ray with my cap on!! -sigh- and luanz was trying to take off my cap.i also kanah bullied by yu qian from north c!! -grr- thought cap could salvage my hair but in e end get bullied also!! :( hmms,my baby nemo took a picx of me!! hahah...
today chi lesson was funny!! haha...was quite amused by cheng long,vanda and a few more.hmms,tmr having guitar lesson!! hehex...muz really give my 100% concentration when learning then can play well.
this is e papa nemo!! hahaha...
only when i'm in my busy world,
will i not be reminded of e memories,
but i didn't throw it away,
i simply let it rest there,
juz for a moment.
``memories at 10:29 pm
Wednesday, July 02, 2003[`enjoying`] kai shi dong le(sun yanzi)
let e past rest in my mind.
You're responsible, sweet, gentle and lovable! You have a loving heart, a great respect for all creatures (human, great and small), and the ability to see the thing that makes each individual special. However, you tend to overlook the things that make you special, and thus, putting you in a position to be pushed around by others. Take some time everyday to reflect on your qualities, and see that you don't have to please everyone and still be loved for who you are.
Which Love Hina Girl Are You?
Which Evangelion Child Are You?
You are Hemp Body Butter of Warming Mineral Mask
You're a luxurious blend of good things. A natural healer and caregiver, just your mere presence brings instant relief. Selfless and kind, you are the kind of friend that everyone turns to for help and love.
What Body Shop Product Are You
You will rise to be a...
Manager
So you're not an expert in your field, but you do an excellent job at managing people. Your social skills are great and you know how to manage your resources.
How High Will You Rise On The Corporate Ladder?
Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?
hahah...in a quizzie mood now...xD
was listening to this song a moment ago.now listening to "wo yao de xin fu"...hahah.but sun yanzi.my fav. singer!! xD
today was a real hilarious day for me!! xD during chi. lesson,e new teacher chen lao shi came in,yeahx.ALONE. e story starts...
felicia: "qi li"
dude-ttes: -stand-
felicia: "xing li"
dude-ttes: everyone greeted her as "shen lao shi wu an" without realizing that we greeted her wrongly! -i looked ard- and asked my fren what did we juz greeted and my fren say "dunno"
chen lao shi: make us greet again as she realized that some nv greet her
dude-ttes: realized that chen lao shi didn't know that we greeted her wrongly and ALL of us greeted her even LOUDER with e WRONG surname!! -laughs out loud-
chen lao shi: punished vanda and joan for sitting down before she gives e command -______-""
wen cong + cheng long: "class ALL stand and greet her again" -laughters-
chen lao shi: why ALL stand? i only want e BOTH of them to stand
background info for e following scenes...
when teacher stepped into e class,she asked for e AVA person and wen cong raised his hand.se gave him some instructions and he sat down. (continue...)
chen lao shi: -looks at wen cong- and asked "are u wen cong?" (obviously she'd forgotten) then wen cong replied "nope" and he pointed to cheng long and says that he is "wen cong" and wen cong says that he is cheng long.
hahah...and teacher was being tricked and mistaken cheng long as wen cong and she talked to "wen cong"...
dude-ttes: -everyone laughs aloud-
chen lao shi: realized that sth is wrong and asked reina for "wen cong's" name and she found that cheng long is NOT wen cong
teacher asked "wen cong" what's his name and he said...
cheng long: "i'm cong tou"
dude-ttes: -laugh out loud-
chen lao shi: asked cheng long to read e passage and cheng long fake himself as a shianghai-nees(wrong spelling) and started reading with a shianghai accent
dude-ttes: -laughs-
then mr sim,our chi teacher looked from outside of e window and we all became very goody...haha.cuz we respected him a LOT.hahah.therefore,cheng long stopped his shianghai accent and reads aloud properly.
felicia: "qi li"
felicia: "xing li"
dude-ttes: everyone greeted mr sim aloud with a mischivious smile on e face and sat down.
jason: was trying to make fun of e teacher...hahah.it was corny xD (btw,he sit beside me and i was rather amused)
guo wen: "i think she 1 week later say "bye bye" already" (was telling zhen xiong,jason,me and terance. (me) -laughs-
mr sim: tells chen lao shi he'll teach as he started e topic
dude-ttes: -lets out a mischivious laughter-
chen lao shi: sat down and gave a :/ smile -______-""
-end-
it was so hilarious if u were there to see...and we was saying that she is more like a security guard than a teacher! hahah...she juz kept walking up and down during class...
sch released and saw helen,wan teng and "bro" at e vending machine...and helen and wan teng laughed when they saw my hair...while me and "bro" was hugging...hahah.took bus 86 together with "bro" and we was talking abt e sec1s.reached rix hse and saw bruce and some north d's sisters.hahah.joanne, amelia and christine saw my haircut and they went O_O hahaha...expected larr.cg was quite okay...juz that i've to practice more for worship!! have to learn to memorise e chords rather than keep on looking at it.have to take note :) cuz i kept on playing a few wrong chords or was rather slow which i'm quite particular abt it cuz i go after perfection when playing for P&W.heez...of cuz i've to allow God to lead me when i playing P&W!! xD sermon's activity was great!! heez...and we had a phototaking session after CG!! xD went off together with paLx and kay joo.had some small talks while talking...hahah...really enjoyed being with my grp ppL!! xD
oohs.listening to "tao wang" by sun yanzi...hahah.yeahx!! -filled with joy- tmr my sHeePx going cg!! xD so happy... today no hmw...but have to study for tmr's F&N test which is after sch.yeahx.wanna glorify God!! xD hmms,left my baobei guitar at rix hse for paLx to use for P&W tmr!! xD -wonders why debbie still haven't call me- hahah...
-hilarious chinese lesson i had!-
``memories at 10:07 pm
[`enjoying`] the voice of my classmate
height and weight!! -sigh-
hmms,now having social studies.and mr lau eat into mrs choy's lesson.hmms,came into e IT lab and after awhile e bell rang --;; what a great thing.hahah.signed in to msn ans saw rachel.hahah...after awhile taking height and weight...-prays hard- ohh wells,today's lesson seems quite easy to pass...xD
-i feel like i'm falling,over and over in love with You,it's not juz a feeling,but i know that He is real-
``memories at 8:47 am
Tuesday, July 01, 2003[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
rejoice in every circumstances.
Are You Naughty or Nice?
oohs...gues it's quite true...
hmms,tmr not leading sermon discussion anymore.told debbie that i've not prepare yet,haven't practice P&W and i'm caught up with hmw...hmms,i've decided to BUY a cap to wear to service...don't stop me.juz dun want my hair to become a joke...!! hahaha...well,if u've notice,i'll cover my hair whenever i'm at large crowds. hahah.and yes,i'm gonna practice P&W now...completed my exercise except for sit-ups.shall do before i sLp!! xD
-cap.cap.cap-
``memories at 11:53 pm
[`enjoying`] imagine me without you
why e sudden emotion?
God really blessed me this 2 days.yesterday was abt e assignments that had been postpone 1 week later.and today was e F&N test which is postpone 2 days later!! heez...God really blessed me and answered my prayers.tmr i'm e guitarist for both P&W and leading sermon d first part.juz finished doing my maths hmw.act. e sums i'd done it yesterday when teacher was teaching.was act. sleeping when mr sim teach us e strategy on how to play during matches.heez...felt so sleepy when in classroom.ohh wells,if u go ard reading st nicx ppl's blog,u shld know by then that they're doing this e-learning thingy.have a few things to complete before i can sLp...
-complete F&N investigative task
-practice P&W
-send char e lyrics of "graduation" through SMS
-confirm with my sheep e cg day and time
-spend QT
-sigh- tmr taking height and weight...:( neither tall nor light.
why am i feeling all this thing?
don't i have trust in u?
am confuse now...
juz feel pain...
pain that i can't express out in words...
ohh God,
pls stop e tears that rolling down now...
stab into my heart and let me die.
``memories at 9:25 pm